1year 9months 5days - This is how far we had gone. Thru rain and shine. Starting from knowing you at the swimming complex till now that we can even lay in bed sleeping together. It had never crossed my mind that we could ever last for so long. Starting from being so shy with one another during the first month tgt. Went thru so much obstacles and finally tgt. I still remember it was our 2nd month that we kissed for the first time. It was almost our 1year till we broke up then. It hurts so badly, i never want to let you go my dear. I tried my best for everything i could do to get you back. Going to the beach alone to look for our rings, putting in effort to wake you up every morning without fail. Being there for you even when you're upset over other girls. Fighting for you when you're at your weakest. Being there to bathe and takecare of you when you're in a cast. I know this is all i could do. Remember the cookie that you made for me for vday? Remember all the letters and cards you wrote for me for every special occasions? Remember those days when we laid in bed talking bout our lifes? Remember those days when we hugged each other so tightly after a quarrel? Those days when we kissed under the stars? Those days when i would wait excitedly for you to arrived at the airport? Those days when we had long talks over the night? Those days when i received sweet long texts from you.... All these are more than enough for me to explain how much i love you. Yeah, you really hurt me alot. But i never want to give you up because i really still love you alot. We've come so far.... If this is really the ending you want, im sorry. I failed to make you stay, i failed to make you feel like im the one. Everything shall end here.
I will always love you, xoxo
do you love me ? , :D
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