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♥ Varat
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The girl who laughs and talks alot and seems very happy, is also the girl who might cry herself to sleep someday. She has a weird attitude and gets emotional easily. She bottles up her feelings and would think negatively at times. She gets hurt not just once, but more than that, but she managed to go thru th obstacles and became stronger. Because she found an amazing boyf thats willing to love her wholeheartedly. Love her without fear, trust her without doubts. Dont ever judge her because of that. Everyone leads a different live. Put yourself in her shoes and you will understand her someday. Nobody is perfect, she's not perfect either. She believes in miracles. Do you ?
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Tuesday, November 30, 2010
Sunday, November 28, 2010
You're always on my mind
All day just all the time
You're everything to me
Brightest star to let me see
You touch me in my dreams
We kiss in every scene
I pray to be with you through rain and shiny days
I'll love you till I die
Deep as seaWide as sky
The beauty of our love paints rainbows
Everywhere we go
Need you all my life
You're my hope
You're my pride
In your arms I find my heaven
In your eyes my sea and sky
May life our love paradise ~
Baby, just to let you know, i never wann to leave you.
Hmms, im back (: Okay, let's start.
24th Nov, wednesday
woke up at 7am in th morning and was nearly late :x ! Met jinyi at my hse bus stop and took bus down to hougang mac to meet miss liang and th rest. And ended up only jasper came .. Mrt to serangoon, dhn to mountbatten dhn bus to dunman high. Whole day workshop till 6pm ): so tired aftertat can ! Take direct bus all th way to serangoon interchange, dhn to hougang mall eat dinner with jinyi and jasper :D and finally homesweethome ! Was feeling unwell dhn, kinda sick i think :/ Haiis. Slept veh early that night.
25th Nov, thursday
Woahh, head was so damn heavy and my whole body was aching when just woke up frm sleep. OMG T.T Haiis, but still ahve to go fer choir performance at night ): TIRED ! Bathe dhn meet umairah and headed to sch. Reached republic poly around 1pm ? Yeahh. it was so cool there ^^.
Reharse reharse dhn dinner at 5.30pm and dressup and prepare everything by 6.30pm. Was so hyper aftertat ! It's like im on some kind of drugs manczx :DDD ! Get to perform at around 9pm+ liddat bahhs. Hoo. Was so tired and sleeply after concert ended. Mummy came to watch our performance too. Cabbed home with her. Bathe, and went to sleep.
26th Nov, friday
Had a bad bad bad headache ): Sick. Didnt go fer th workshop, was feeling so miserable and shag. Slept fer almost th whole day. Was missing deardear so so so much that day sudd ): Haiis .. I need him badly !
27th Nov, saturday
SICK. Missed th competition at dunman high, didnt attend x.x But my group was awesome \m/ ! Stayed at home th whole day. Resting and hoping to get well soon.
28th Nov, sunday (which is today)
Went out with sam, umairah and rachel (: Had fun can ! And i learnt something new ! And it's somehow fer deardear's sake okay ! Im so proud of myself yeahh ^^ ! But my body is aching all over now T.T ! Save me people ! Went to NEX walk walk and see see after having dinner at downtown. NEX so many many people siia ! Was like, i could get lost in there .. Hahahs. Sam walked me to th bus interchange and accompanied to wait fer th bus to arrive (: Tyvm fren (:
Homesweethome at 9pm.
And deardear, happy 6th mth ! Even though we're so far apart but i still love you alot mancxz. I miss you badly too )': how i wish we can celebrate our 6th mth tgt, it's sucha meaningful annivesary ... Haiis, but nevermind (: Atleast i had done something meaningful today fer deardear. Hmms deardear, how're you feeling right now ? It's our 6th mth alr you know ? Im so happy that we can last so long leyyyyyyyy ! I hope that time can pass faster, i got so many things wann tell you and show you ): Deardear wo hen xiang ni. Kisses and hugs.
xoxo
Tuesday, November 23, 2010 Monday, November 22, 2010
Hmmms, went out with canny today. Reached home early too :o Gonna sleep early tonight i guess. Kind of tired :x Having choir last practise tmr before our concert on 25th of november (:
Will be going out directly after choir with jiamin and crisha :D (Y) ! Gonna have fun (: ! Gonna shop like crazy tooooooooooo :DDDDDD ! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. Hahs, chatting with deardear thru msn now (: Kay, byebye peoples.
xoxo Sunday, November 21, 2010
Friday, November 19, 2010
Woke up at 7.30am this morning. Bathe and dhn went to mall to meet umairah fer breakfast before going to choir practise. Hmmms, had longjohnsliver breakfast (: nicenice ! Reached sch earlier than usual today. Choir ended at 12pm. Bused home, prepared and bused down alone to vivo to meet cousin. Went to diaso walkwalk dhn to forever21, both of us bought some clothes o.o Took mrt down to hougang aftertat, was waiting fer th time to past faster. Sudd saw MrYan :o He's so cute can ! Accompanied cousin fer her facial till 7pm++. Walked home and slacked awhile at hse void deck and homesweethome :D Currently posting while waiting fer deardear to online (: ! Weeeeeeee. Cant wait fer choir performance to come ^^.
xoxo,
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
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Tuesday, November 9, 2010
New photos uploaded ! Like finally ! Hahahs :D Sunday, November 7, 2010
I miss you )':
Another day passed again .. Without deardear by my side. Haiis.
Went to lan with cousin aroud 11am++, took th package fer 6hrs derhs.
Not bad aye, today lan no people one. Finally got peace le ^^
But around afternoon jiu alot of people lai liaos.
And yarhhh ! I remembered something, i think deardear called me around 11am+ ?
But i didnt answer cause i was bathing ): Whad a waste siia :< ...
Haiis. Played sa awhile and wanted to play left4dead, but connection got problem, so cant play.
Texted Guanhong if he wanna come down and join me, cause im so damn boredddddd :/
6hours seems to pass so slow just nao lo. Cause deardear not with me ):
Guanhong played fer 2hours one and he waited fer me to take bus back tgt.
Went to grandma's hse fer dinner so took th same bus as guanhong. Ty fer waiting fer me uhs ^^
Lucky everyday after deardear left me, im occupied with something and have people to pei me.
If not i wont be able to go thru everyday. But deardear, i do miss you loads you know.
It would really be better if we can contact each other everyday via msn or fb.
Or by giving me a call is also enough (: By hearing your voice, everything seems to turn better (:
Although it's only awhile. But it's already enough fer me le.
I hope we can contact everyday so that that will still keep us tgt and i wont think so much too.
I can just take it as you're still in sg just that we cant meet each other. It makes me feel better (:
Deardear wo hen xiang ni (': wo ye hen ai ni ... Friday, November 5, 2010
Edited.
Deardear i love you (: !
I contrast blue and pink tgt as it's both of our favourite colours.
I miss you alot you know, i wann to take more photos with you.
I will wait fer you to come back to sg safely baby.
*Kisses* Tuesday, November 2, 2010
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Tuesday, November 30, 2010
Deardear, idk whad's wrong with you today, You seems so moody and upset today. When i asked you whad happened, you chose not to tell me and keep it to yourself. If you really treat me as your girlf, dhn please tell me everything that's on your mind everytime.
I miss you baby.
xoxo
do you love me ? , :D
8:51 PM
8:51 PM
Sunday, November 28, 2010
You're always on my mindAll day just all the time
You're everything to me
Brightest star to let me see
You touch me in my dreams
We kiss in every scene
I pray to be with you through rain and shiny days
I'll love you till I die
Deep as seaWide as sky
The beauty of our love paints rainbows
Everywhere we go
Need you all my life
You're my hope
You're my pride
In your arms I find my heaven
In your eyes my sea and sky
May life our love paradise ~
Baby, just to let you know, i never wann to leave you.
do you love me ? , :D
10:30 PM
10:30 PM
Hmms, im back (: Okay, let's start.
24th Nov, wednesday
woke up at 7am in th morning and was nearly late :x ! Met jinyi at my hse bus stop and took bus down to hougang mac to meet miss liang and th rest. And ended up only jasper came .. Mrt to serangoon, dhn to mountbatten dhn bus to dunman high. Whole day workshop till 6pm ): so tired aftertat can ! Take direct bus all th way to serangoon interchange, dhn to hougang mall eat dinner with jinyi and jasper :D and finally homesweethome ! Was feeling unwell dhn, kinda sick i think :/ Haiis. Slept veh early that night.
25th Nov, thursday
Woahh, head was so damn heavy and my whole body was aching when just woke up frm sleep. OMG T.T Haiis, but still ahve to go fer choir performance at night ): TIRED ! Bathe dhn meet umairah and headed to sch. Reached republic poly around 1pm ? Yeahh. it was so cool there ^^.
Reharse reharse dhn dinner at 5.30pm and dressup and prepare everything by 6.30pm. Was so hyper aftertat ! It's like im on some kind of drugs manczx :DDD ! Get to perform at around 9pm+ liddat bahhs. Hoo. Was so tired and sleeply after concert ended. Mummy came to watch our performance too. Cabbed home with her. Bathe, and went to sleep.
26th Nov, friday
Had a bad bad bad headache ): Sick. Didnt go fer th workshop, was feeling so miserable and shag. Slept fer almost th whole day. Was missing deardear so so so much that day sudd ): Haiis .. I need him badly !
27th Nov, saturday
SICK. Missed th competition at dunman high, didnt attend x.x But my group was awesome \m/ ! Stayed at home th whole day. Resting and hoping to get well soon.
28th Nov, sunday (which is today)
Went out with sam, umairah and rachel (: Had fun can ! And i learnt something new ! And it's somehow fer deardear's sake okay ! Im so proud of myself yeahh ^^ ! But my body is aching all over now T.T ! Save me people ! Went to NEX walk walk and see see after having dinner at downtown. NEX so many many people siia ! Was like, i could get lost in there .. Hahahs. Sam walked me to th bus interchange and accompanied to wait fer th bus to arrive (: Tyvm fren (:
Homesweethome at 9pm.
And deardear, happy 6th mth ! Even though we're so far apart but i still love you alot mancxz. I miss you badly too )': how i wish we can celebrate our 6th mth tgt, it's sucha meaningful annivesary ... Haiis, but nevermind (: Atleast i had done something meaningful today fer deardear. Hmms deardear, how're you feeling right now ? It's our 6th mth alr you know ? Im so happy that we can last so long leyyyyyyyy ! I hope that time can pass faster, i got so many things wann tell you and show you ): Deardear wo hen xiang ni. Kisses and hugs.
xoxo
do you love me ? , :D
9:13 PM
9:13 PM
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
Woohoo :D ! Had a fun and enjoyable day today. Choir ended at 2pm, went home with crisha and jiamin. Put my stuffs and went to take bus to compass. Dhn mrt down to dohby ghaut o.o Walked down to Somerset@313, forever21 :D ! Weeeeeee ! Dhn to walked around th whole orchard area to look fer optical shop as crisha wanted to buy contactlenses. Walked down to OrchardCentral, dhn to OrchardPlaza and to CentrePoint :o Hahahs. And finally we found a shop. And you know, we were "stuck" in th shop fer about an hour. Just to wait fer that person to be free and able to teach crisha stuffs about contactlenses :/ Boring maxxxxx ! While jiamin and i nearly treated th whole shop as our hse :x And we were laughing our heads off when "peeping" at crisha having her eyes checked :DDD HAHAHS. It was nearly 6pm when we're finally out of that shop. Walked back to DohbyGhaut and took mrt back to hougang. Homesweethome yeahh (: Haiis, Tmr gonna wake up early again T.T Going to spend my whole day "camping" at Dunman High School fer th dk whad theatresports thingy. Alamak .. And there goes my one day, and dhn thursday will be spending my whole day fer choir concert and dhn friday th theatresports thingy again continuously till saturday ): Cant wait fer dec to come manxzc ! Gonna have another shoppingspree with Crisha and gang again to town ^^ ! This mth is also going to end soon. Great ! One more nth ahead and my baobei deardear is coming back le :D Yayyyyyy !
xoxo
xoxo
do you love me ? , :D
8:56 PM
8:56 PM
Monday, November 22, 2010
Hmmms, went out with canny today. Reached home early too :o Gonna sleep early tonight i guess. Kind of tired :x Having choir last practise tmr before our concert on 25th of november (:
Will be going out directly after choir with jiamin and crisha :D (Y) ! Gonna have fun (: ! Gonna shop like crazy tooooooooooo :DDDDDD ! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. Hahs, chatting with deardear thru msn now (: Kay, byebye peoples.
xoxo
do you love me ? , :D
10:39 PM
10:39 PM
Sunday, November 21, 2010
Th same routine, th same life everyday. And yes i miss everything about you baby.
do you love me ? , :D
12:31 PM
12:31 PM
Friday, November 19, 2010
Woke up at 7.30am this morning. Bathe and dhn went to mall to meet umairah fer breakfast before going to choir practise. Hmmms, had longjohnsliver breakfast (: nicenice ! Reached sch earlier than usual today. Choir ended at 12pm. Bused home, prepared and bused down alone to vivo to meet cousin. Went to diaso walkwalk dhn to forever21, both of us bought some clothes o.o Took mrt down to hougang aftertat, was waiting fer th time to past faster. Sudd saw MrYan :o He's so cute can ! Accompanied cousin fer her facial till 7pm++. Walked home and slacked awhile at hse void deck and homesweethome :D Currently posting while waiting fer deardear to online (: ! Weeeeeeee. Cant wait fer choir performance to come ^^.
xoxo,
do you love me ? , :D
9:20 PM
9:20 PM
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
Hmmms, went out th whole day today.
Met dominic in th morning and wanted to roller-skate at th beach, but in th end take bus down there but dhn we took bus to pasir ris again. LOL. Bused to pasir ris interchange and dominic went to meet his fren while i took bus down to ehub to meet ayu and shaz. Bought tickets fer movie and watched Megamind :D hahahs, th show was niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee you know ! While waiting fer cherie to reach and th show to start, went to superdog to eat. And it was superslow cannnnnn ! After watching Megamind, went to BBQ chicken to have our dinner. After dinner took bus back to hougang with all of them. Awwww, miss them mancxz ! Alight at hougang mall with cherie and went to walkwalk awhile. Lol ! Reached cousin's hse around 8pm and went down to her hse downstairs to meet her frens. Slacked till 11pm dhn went home.
Haiis, missing deardear alot )':
xoxo
do you love me ? , :D
11:53 PM
11:53 PM
Thursday, November 11, 2010
Woke up at 6.30am this morning, late :x Was bathing in a rush and was off to hougang mall to meet umairah fer breakfast. Headed fer choir practise and lucky was able to make it in time (: Choir ended at 10am, was raining ): Sudd i feel sad looking at th rain and idk why :x
Umairah went home with me, changed and prepared. Took bus to compass and dhn mrt to dohby ghaut. Reached there around 11am++ ? Went to spotlight and bought everything i needed. Hahahs, took a veh veh long time to decide whad should i buy. In th end still manage to come up with an awesome idea :D \m/ ! Aftertat went fer lunch at kfc. Time seems to pass so slow mancxz ._. Wanted to go central to buy sticky, but in th end headed back to hougang. Walk walk awhile and dhn back home. Start doing th thing and was sooooooooooooooo happy that i had completed th whole thing by today :DDD WOOHOO. Cant wait to show deardear can ! Haiis.
Currently searching fer voluntary work online on websites and chatting with deardear (: (Y)
Having another choir practise tmr again. Awww, have to wakeup early again x.x
xoxo
do you love me ? , :D
9:36 PM
9:36 PM
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
To deardear : If you happen to see this photo, i specially bought th neonblue wallet that you once requested me to buy (: I bought it cause of you baby :D
Hmmms, this morning phone alarm went on at 8.30am ): and i had to force myself up frm bed, to morning jog ^^ Quite happy with my own 'performance' this morning. I even climbed up th stairs to th 8th floor twice today can ! (Y) \m/ !
After morning exercise, rest awhile dhn bathe. Prepared to go out with umairah.
Cabbed down to bugis junction and met at 12pm. She bought her stuffs and went fer lunch.
Had no idea whr th hell to go aftertat, so went to iluma and slacked inside th toilet. LOL. It's nice you know :DDD Got chairs somemore. In th end bused down to hougang mall. Saw many many serangoon people, so weird :o Went to have dessert dhn walkwalk around to waste time :x
Umairah bought her nasi lemak and dhn we went our seperate ways. She went to her fren's hse and me - homesweethome >: Homed at 4pm+ Boreddddddddddddd !
And deardear havent even contact me since morning till nao ): ! Having choir practice tmr, ending at 10am. Maybe going out to get something fer 'someone' aftertat (:
Byebye,
xoxo
Baby i love youuuuuuuuu :D !
do you love me ? , :D
9:21 PM
9:21 PM
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
To baby :
Hello, i've missed you quite terribly,
do you love me ? , :D
11:19 PM
11:19 PM
New photos uploaded ! Like finally ! Hahahs :D
Hmms, so woke up ard 9am++ this morning ?
Bathe and umairah came up to my hse.
Changed and prepare, left hse around 12pm ?
Took bus to compass first and had our lunch at pizzzahut (: Nomnomnom
After lunch mrt down to bugis :DDD Andddddd start shopping ^^ !
Deardear called me too, yayyy (: !
Getting kinda bored at bugis so went to vivo.
It's drizziling ): Wanted to catch a movie but seems like mostly are all nc16, m18 or r21 ..
So unfair can ! Singapore jiu shi singapore x.x
In th end slacked at skypark again :/ Boring .. Took some photos, and umairah said she need to go home le. Pei her take mrt and dhn bus home alone.
Homesweethome at 6pm+ (:
Just done workout and nao currently chatting with baby on msn (: Lovelove !
Byebye,
xoxo
do you love me ? , :D
9:34 PM
9:34 PM
Sunday, November 7, 2010
I miss you )':
Another day passed again .. Without deardear by my side. Haiis.
Went to lan with cousin aroud 11am++, took th package fer 6hrs derhs.
Not bad aye, today lan no people one. Finally got peace le ^^
But around afternoon jiu alot of people lai liaos.
And yarhhh ! I remembered something, i think deardear called me around 11am+ ?
But i didnt answer cause i was bathing ): Whad a waste siia :< ...
Haiis. Played sa awhile and wanted to play left4dead, but connection got problem, so cant play.
Texted Guanhong if he wanna come down and join me, cause im so damn boredddddd :/
6hours seems to pass so slow just nao lo. Cause deardear not with me ):
Guanhong played fer 2hours one and he waited fer me to take bus back tgt.
Went to grandma's hse fer dinner so took th same bus as guanhong. Ty fer waiting fer me uhs ^^
Lucky everyday after deardear left me, im occupied with something and have people to pei me.
If not i wont be able to go thru everyday. But deardear, i do miss you loads you know.
It would really be better if we can contact each other everyday via msn or fb.
Or by giving me a call is also enough (: By hearing your voice, everything seems to turn better (:
Although it's only awhile. But it's already enough fer me le.
I hope we can contact everyday so that that will still keep us tgt and i wont think so much too.
I can just take it as you're still in sg just that we cant meet each other. It makes me feel better (:
Deardear wo hen xiang ni (': wo ye hen ai ni ...
do you love me ? , :D
10:35 PM
10:35 PM
Friday, November 5, 2010
Edited.
Deardear i love you (: !
I contrast blue and pink tgt as it's both of our favourite colours.
I miss you alot you know, i wann to take more photos with you.
I will wait fer you to come back to sg safely baby.
*Kisses*
do you love me ? , :D
8:17 PM
8:17 PM
Awww ... Deardear, i miss you so so so so much ~~
It's still a long way till th day we're going to meet again )':
Im missing you alot alot alot alot ...
Deardear T.T 2mths, 2mths is really veh long you know.
Haiis, when you're leaving me just nao, i tried to be happy and think positive,
because idw you to think too much and be sad ..
I wanted to watch you walked in but i really cant take it anymore,
i know i will breakdown if i stood there and watch you walked away ):
When you called me while we parted, i cant control my tears, th more i wann to hold it back,
th more it wann to burst out frm my eyes ... I finally know whad's true love like.
I can answer you nao ; True love is finding someone you cant live without and not someone you can live without. I love you baby. I will hug th hamtaro that you gave me everytime when i misses you. You too, have to keep the mini tortoise keychain that i gave you everywhr you are.
As th bus drove passed changi airport at 4pm sharp, i tried to look fer aeroplanes,
and my tears fell unnoticely again )': you must be feeling miserable too ..
It's just th first day nao, i wonder how am i going to live fer th next 50+ days )':
Deardear, i need you badly
It's still a long way till th day we're going to meet again )':
Im missing you alot alot alot alot ...
Deardear T.T 2mths, 2mths is really veh long you know.
Haiis, when you're leaving me just nao, i tried to be happy and think positive,
because idw you to think too much and be sad ..
I wanted to watch you walked in but i really cant take it anymore,
i know i will breakdown if i stood there and watch you walked away ):
When you called me while we parted, i cant control my tears, th more i wann to hold it back,
th more it wann to burst out frm my eyes ... I finally know whad's true love like.
I can answer you nao ; True love is finding someone you cant live without and not someone you can live without. I love you baby. I will hug th hamtaro that you gave me everytime when i misses you. You too, have to keep the mini tortoise keychain that i gave you everywhr you are.
As th bus drove passed changi airport at 4pm sharp, i tried to look fer aeroplanes,
and my tears fell unnoticely again )': you must be feeling miserable too ..
It's just th first day nao, i wonder how am i going to live fer th next 50+ days )':
Deardear, i need you badly
do you love me ? , :D
7:38 PM
7:38 PM
Tuesday, November 2, 2010
Will be away fer class chalet on 2 and 3 nov (:
Deardear will be joining us too (Y) :D !
Gonna have funnnnnnnnnnnnnnn with my beloved 2ED'10 classmates,
and my baobei deardear (: much.
Hope th weather during those few days will be good bahhs.
And also hope that many of them will turn up atleast fer th bbq today.
Will post when im back frm chalet dhn.
Haiis )': After chalet, afew more days deardear jiu leaving me le ...
And i will be so so so so so lonely .. Sobs
Wonder if i could survive those days without him anot ):
Deardear, i will miss you
Deardear will be joining us too (Y) :D !
Gonna have funnnnnnnnnnnnnnn with my beloved 2ED'10 classmates,
and my baobei deardear (: much.
Hope th weather during those few days will be good bahhs.
And also hope that many of them will turn up atleast fer th bbq today.
Will post when im back frm chalet dhn.
Haiis )': After chalet, afew more days deardear jiu leaving me le ...
And i will be so so so so so lonely .. Sobs
Wonder if i could survive those days without him anot ):
Deardear, i will miss you
do you love me ? , :D
8:52 AM
8:52 AM