Enxian
♥ Varat
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The girl who laughs and talks alot and seems very happy, is also the girl who might cry herself to sleep someday. She has a weird attitude and gets emotional easily. She bottles up her feelings and would think negatively at times. She gets hurt not just once, but more than that, but she managed to go thru th obstacles and became stronger. Because she found an amazing boyf thats willing to love her wholeheartedly. Love her without fear, trust her without doubts. Dont ever judge her because of that. Everyone leads a different live. Put yourself in her shoes and you will understand her someday. Nobody is perfect, she's not perfect either. She believes in miracles. Do you ?
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Wash up, changed, thn ard 9 liddat walked to bus stop,
so many ppl loh :l
Charm says she don't feel like running,
so we went down her hse playground slack till 11am.
Thn went hougang point have lunch (:
After eating, went back her hse again, 12pm lerhs.
Wanted to leave, but thn her ahhma went out without telling us :l
Charm can't find th hse key, can't go home ): have to wait fer her ahhma to return x.x
Lucky she came back fast siia, if not i really have to wait ohh <:
Reached home ard 2pm liddat, thn something funny happened while i was walking home ..
They are crazy >< ! Th guys are crazy, eeee !
Texted dom call me immediately, urgent, but he dint call -.-
In th end i had to fake fake toking on phone with someone,
look like an idiot siia :x LOL LOL
Aftertat iris called me, say wan go fly kite with kenneth ltr ._. LOL ?
Thn asked me prepare th kites first. Waited fer her to call me back again,
thn last min tell me not going lerh ): Disappointed
Phoned with dom (: Piggggg ;D !
Had dinner, going over to cousin's hse stay overnight (:
Will post till here today bahhs, Byebye
A Big Thk You To All ; I'll be alright soon yeahh (:
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Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Morning/afternoon peeps (:
Just woke up not long ago ?
Mummy called, told me something.
Family matters. Haiis ..
Boh mood le luh, tok until i cry ):
wonder still how long i have to put up with :x
Enxian needs a listening earrrr !
Missed ♥Closest♥ loads :l
Wanna meet themmmm ..
Sch starting le, hope everything will turn out to be whad i wann bahhs.
B'dae coming soon thn (; LOL afew more mths ahead :D
kayy, will post till here bahhs.
Byebyes !
xoxo
Just woke up not long ago ?
Mummy called, told me something.
Family matters. Haiis ..
Boh mood le luh, tok until i cry ):
wonder still how long i have to put up with :x
Enxian needs a listening earrrr !
Missed ♥Closest♥ loads :l
Wanna meet themmmm ..
Sch starting le, hope everything will turn out to be whad i wann bahhs.
B'dae coming soon thn (; LOL afew more mths ahead :D
kayy, will post till here bahhs.
Byebyes !
xoxo
do you love me ? , :D
12:26 PM
12:26 PM
Added a new song ;
小宇 - 终于说出口
Xiao Yu - Zhong Yu Shuo Chu Kuo
Xiao Yu - Finally said it out loud
你终于说出口
ni zhong yu shuo chu kou
You finally said it out loud
其实你早就已经不爱我
qi shi ni zao jiu yi jing bu ai wo
Actually, you already don't love me anymore
为什么要低著头
wei shen mo yao di zhe tou
Why do you bow your head
你知道这玩笑骗不倒我
ni zhi dao zhe wan xiao pian bu dao wo
You know this joke can't fool me
可是这不是玩笑
ke shi zhe bu shi wan xiao
However, this isn't a joke
是要逃避你离开我的理由
shi yao tao bi ni li kai wo de li you
It is the evading of the reason why you left me
我还能做什么你已经不爱我
wo hai neng zuo shen mo ni yi jing bu ai wo
What else can I do, You don't love me anymore
我一直都爱著你难道这还不够
wo yi zhi dou ai a ni nan dao zhe hai bu gou
I've always loved you, Is that not enough
我还要做什么你才不离开我
wo hai yao zuo shen mo ni cai bu li kai wo
What more can I do, So that you won't leave me
我知道你已无心再继续看着我
wo zhi dao ni yi wu xin zai ji xu kan zhe wo
I know that you have no intention to continue looking at me
一心想离开我
yi xin xiang li kai wo
Wholeheartedly wanting to leave me
我终于也说出口
wo zhong yu ye shuo chu kou
I've finally said it out loud
其实很爱你但从没认真说过
qi shi hen ai ni dan cong mei ren zhen shuo guo
Actually I really love you, but never seriously said so
或许是我的错
huo xu shi wo de cuo
Maybe it's my fault
多在乎你却只放在心中
duo zai hu ni que zhi fang zai xin zhong
Care about you a lot, but only keeping it in my heart
不要问我为什么
bu yao wen wo wei shen mo
Don't ask me why
因为爱你这就是我的理由
yin wei ai ni zhe jiu shi wo de li you
Because I love you, that is my reason
我还能做什么你已经不爱我
wo hai neng zuo shen mo ni yi jing bu ai wo
What else can I do, You don't love me anymore
我一直都爱著你难道这还不够
wo yi zhi dou ai a ni nan dao zhe huan bu gou
I've always loved you, Is that not enough
我还要做什么你才不离开我
wo hai yao zuo shen mo ni cai bu li kai wo
What more can I do, So that you won't leave me
我知道你已无心再继续看着我
wo zhi dao ni yi wu xin zai ji xu kan zhe wo
I know that you have no intention to continue looking at me
没什么需要被原谅
mei shen mo xu yao bei yuan liang
Nothing really that needs to be forgiven
我笑得有些牵强
wo xiao de you xie qian qiang
My smile might seem a little forced
你知道我总是能够假装不难过
ni zhi dao wo zong shi neng gou jia zhuang bu nan guo
As you know, I can always pretend not to be suffering
Oh 不想看你那么累
bu xiang kan ni na mo lei
Oh Don't want to see you so tired
多希望再给我机会
duo xi wang zai gei wo ji hui
Wishing to give me one more opportunity
颤抖著我的手
chan dou zhe wo de shou
Quivering, holding my hand
握住的只是风
wo zhu de zhi shi feng
Holding onto what is only wind
我还能做什么你已经不爱我
wo hai neng zuo shen mo ni yi jing bu ai wo
What else can I do, You don't love me anymore
我一直都爱著你难道这还不够
wo yi zhi dou ai a ni nan dao zhe huan bu gou
I've always loved you, Is that not enough
我还要做什么你才不离开我
wo hai yao zuo shen mo ni cai bu li kai wo
What more can I do, So that you won't leave me
我知道你已无心再继续看着我
wo zhi dao ni yi wu xin zai ji xu kan zhe wo
I know that you have no intention to continue looking at me
一心想离开我
yi xin xiang li kai wo
Wholeheartedly wanting to leave me ...
小宇 - 终于说出口
Xiao Yu - Zhong Yu Shuo Chu Kuo
Xiao Yu - Finally said it out loud
你终于说出口
ni zhong yu shuo chu kou
You finally said it out loud
其实你早就已经不爱我
qi shi ni zao jiu yi jing bu ai wo
Actually, you already don't love me anymore
为什么要低著头
wei shen mo yao di zhe tou
Why do you bow your head
你知道这玩笑骗不倒我
ni zhi dao zhe wan xiao pian bu dao wo
You know this joke can't fool me
可是这不是玩笑
ke shi zhe bu shi wan xiao
However, this isn't a joke
是要逃避你离开我的理由
shi yao tao bi ni li kai wo de li you
It is the evading of the reason why you left me
我还能做什么你已经不爱我
wo hai neng zuo shen mo ni yi jing bu ai wo
What else can I do, You don't love me anymore
我一直都爱著你难道这还不够
wo yi zhi dou ai a ni nan dao zhe hai bu gou
I've always loved you, Is that not enough
我还要做什么你才不离开我
wo hai yao zuo shen mo ni cai bu li kai wo
What more can I do, So that you won't leave me
我知道你已无心再继续看着我
wo zhi dao ni yi wu xin zai ji xu kan zhe wo
I know that you have no intention to continue looking at me
一心想离开我
yi xin xiang li kai wo
Wholeheartedly wanting to leave me
我终于也说出口
wo zhong yu ye shuo chu kou
I've finally said it out loud
其实很爱你但从没认真说过
qi shi hen ai ni dan cong mei ren zhen shuo guo
Actually I really love you, but never seriously said so
或许是我的错
huo xu shi wo de cuo
Maybe it's my fault
多在乎你却只放在心中
duo zai hu ni que zhi fang zai xin zhong
Care about you a lot, but only keeping it in my heart
不要问我为什么
bu yao wen wo wei shen mo
Don't ask me why
因为爱你这就是我的理由
yin wei ai ni zhe jiu shi wo de li you
Because I love you, that is my reason
我还能做什么你已经不爱我
wo hai neng zuo shen mo ni yi jing bu ai wo
What else can I do, You don't love me anymore
我一直都爱著你难道这还不够
wo yi zhi dou ai a ni nan dao zhe huan bu gou
I've always loved you, Is that not enough
我还要做什么你才不离开我
wo hai yao zuo shen mo ni cai bu li kai wo
What more can I do, So that you won't leave me
我知道你已无心再继续看着我
wo zhi dao ni yi wu xin zai ji xu kan zhe wo
I know that you have no intention to continue looking at me
没什么需要被原谅
mei shen mo xu yao bei yuan liang
Nothing really that needs to be forgiven
我笑得有些牵强
wo xiao de you xie qian qiang
My smile might seem a little forced
你知道我总是能够假装不难过
ni zhi dao wo zong shi neng gou jia zhuang bu nan guo
As you know, I can always pretend not to be suffering
Oh 不想看你那么累
bu xiang kan ni na mo lei
Oh Don't want to see you so tired
多希望再给我机会
duo xi wang zai gei wo ji hui
Wishing to give me one more opportunity
颤抖著我的手
chan dou zhe wo de shou
Quivering, holding my hand
握住的只是风
wo zhu de zhi shi feng
Holding onto what is only wind
我还能做什么你已经不爱我
wo hai neng zuo shen mo ni yi jing bu ai wo
What else can I do, You don't love me anymore
我一直都爱著你难道这还不够
wo yi zhi dou ai a ni nan dao zhe huan bu gou
I've always loved you, Is that not enough
我还要做什么你才不离开我
wo hai yao zuo shen mo ni cai bu li kai wo
What more can I do, So that you won't leave me
我知道你已无心再继续看着我
wo zhi dao ni yi wu xin zai ji xu kan zhe wo
I know that you have no intention to continue looking at me
一心想离开我
yi xin xiang li kai wo
Wholeheartedly wanting to leave me ...
do you love me ? , :D
12:01 PM
12:01 PM
Monday, December 28, 2009
Dint go fer netball today,
haiis, not in a good mood now x.x
Why ? Why everything i did these few days keep going wrong ..
When i dont wan it to happen this way,
it purposely turn this this way ..
Whad's wrong har ?
And hey guys, get this right, i've no intrest in you all at all !
Get alife yeahh, stop harrasing me, please.
And i dont have to tell you everything right ?
You've no rights to care yeahh -.- !
You think by doing this will attract my attention ?
No Way, so get off my back ! You guys sucks to th core yeahh.
Th sight of you just make me feel like puking. Get lost.
Ps uh, i dont like you luh horh !
haiis, not in a good mood now x.x
Why ? Why everything i did these few days keep going wrong ..
When i dont wan it to happen this way,
it purposely turn this this way ..
Whad's wrong har ?
And hey guys, get this right, i've no intrest in you all at all !
Get alife yeahh, stop harrasing me, please.
And i dont have to tell you everything right ?
You've no rights to care yeahh -.- !
You think by doing this will attract my attention ?
No Way, so get off my back ! You guys sucks to th core yeahh.
Th sight of you just make me feel like puking. Get lost.
Ps uh, i dont like you luh horh !
do you love me ? , :D
5:55 PM
5:55 PM
Saturday, December 26, 2009
Dint post th last few days,
was rotting at home, finger haven recover :x
was drunk yesterday night, was a bit crazy thn.
Face was damn red :x Was texting with Dom & Guanhong,
Vomited up to 7times ): wahh .. So miserable.
Went home ard 11++pm.
Was feeling better thn, finally get to say out everything.
Yeahh, im alright now ;D ENXIAN IS BACK (: !
was rotting at home, finger haven recover :x
was drunk yesterday night, was a bit crazy thn.
Face was damn red :x Was texting with Dom & Guanhong,
Vomited up to 7times ): wahh .. So miserable.
Went home ard 11++pm.
Was feeling better thn, finally get to say out everything.
Yeahh, im alright now ;D ENXIAN IS BACK (: !
do you love me ? , :D
11:31 AM
11:31 AM
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Heyy, woke up ard 11am this morning.
Texted with Dom & Guanhong.
Phone with Dom fer ard 30mins liddat.
Haiis, i shld give up right ? Im trying.
Dk why after toking to Dom, im feeling better,
mood was not tat good when i woke up.
Thks Dom yeahh (: Feel like going out ltr,
wanna forget abt all th troubles ..
Had netball tmr, gonna run 2.4km :x
will post when im back bahhs.
Byebyes ;D ! xoxo
Texted with Dom & Guanhong.
Phone with Dom fer ard 30mins liddat.
Haiis, i shld give up right ? Im trying.
Dk why after toking to Dom, im feeling better,
mood was not tat good when i woke up.
Thks Dom yeahh (: Feel like going out ltr,
wanna forget abt all th troubles ..
Had netball tmr, gonna run 2.4km :x
will post when im back bahhs.
Byebyes ;D ! xoxo
do you love me ? , :D
11:49 AM
11:49 AM
Monday, December 21, 2009
Woke up at 7.15am this morning,
had netball after on. Prepared, went to bus stop ard 7.45am.
Reached sch bus stop first, waited fer cassan, sharen & yingjie.
Started to rain :l Getting bigger. Reached sch ard 8.10am ?
Rain stopped. Netball training start.
>Ran 12rds :l
>Warm-up
>Criss-cross x.x Blurblur
>Ball passes fer 2hrs :x Omg
Hand cant stop shivering aftertat, numb too ):
Compared both left & right hands, gosh,
my right hand was swollen :x aiiyoh
Meet charm in sch, she had guides.
Went to 401 coffee shop eat ard 12+pm
Started to rain again :x alamak.
Took bus to her hse thn,
rotted at her hse till 3.30pm, Dom called,
toked awhile thn hang.
Joel text me, forgot to tell him i going anot :x ps uh ;D
Dint meet joel in th end, was veh tired.
Took bus home, reached home ard 4pm bahhs.
Bath-ed, slept till 6.30pm thn wakeup x.x
Wahh, whole body starting to ache ler.
Going to cousin's hse stay overnight again,
maybe going punggol park if dint rain bahhs.
I wan play swing ;DDD ! Hehs
Alright, will post till here today.
Byebye (: !
had netball after on. Prepared, went to bus stop ard 7.45am.
Reached sch bus stop first, waited fer cassan, sharen & yingjie.
Started to rain :l Getting bigger. Reached sch ard 8.10am ?
Rain stopped. Netball training start.
>Ran 12rds :l
>Warm-up
>Criss-cross x.x Blurblur
>Ball passes fer 2hrs :x Omg
Hand cant stop shivering aftertat, numb too ):
Compared both left & right hands, gosh,
my right hand was swollen :x aiiyoh
Meet charm in sch, she had guides.
Went to 401 coffee shop eat ard 12+pm
Started to rain again :x alamak.
Took bus to her hse thn,
rotted at her hse till 3.30pm, Dom called,
toked awhile thn hang.
Joel text me, forgot to tell him i going anot :x ps uh ;D
Dint meet joel in th end, was veh tired.
Took bus home, reached home ard 4pm bahhs.
Bath-ed, slept till 6.30pm thn wakeup x.x
Wahh, whole body starting to ache ler.
Going to cousin's hse stay overnight again,
maybe going punggol park if dint rain bahhs.
I wan play swing ;DDD ! Hehs
Alright, will post till here today.
Byebye (: !
do you love me ? , :D
6:55 PM
6:55 PM
Sunday, December 20, 2009
Woke up at 12pm this morning,
Omg, keep sneezing all th way till now T.T
Guess is sick le bahhs. Aiiyohh
Veh diff breathe siia, had slight fever too ):
Dont think i'll be going anywhere today,
had netball tmr, will be going bahhs.
Maybe will be posting after tat.
Haiis, feel like having a h2h tok with someone,
having mood swings now ):
Kayy, will post till here today bahhs.
After all tat i've done, it's useless ..
Omg, keep sneezing all th way till now T.T
Guess is sick le bahhs. Aiiyohh
Veh diff breathe siia, had slight fever too ):
Dont think i'll be going anywhere today,
had netball tmr, will be going bahhs.
Maybe will be posting after tat.
Haiis, feel like having a h2h tok with someone,
having mood swings now ):
Kayy, will post till here today bahhs.
After all tat i've done, it's useless ..
do you love me ? , :D
12:29 PM
12:29 PM
Saturday, December 19, 2009
Heyy, my phone okay le ;D Can reply smses le (:
Called singtel ask yesterday.
Haiis :x not feeling good today, in a bad mood ..
Someone cheer me up, can ?
Had a real bad dream last night ):
Hope it wont really happen bahhs.
Gosh .. Just feel like cying now :x
Dont think, dont think !
Wonder why i woke up with tears in my face to day again,
must be dreaming abt you again ..
It seems like i had not let go . But i know i have to :l
& fer those ppl who had treated me badly,
i swear, i will make sure you'll get ur retribuition !
I'll never forget whad you all had did to me .
HATRED
Called singtel ask yesterday.
Haiis :x not feeling good today, in a bad mood ..
Someone cheer me up, can ?
Had a real bad dream last night ):
Hope it wont really happen bahhs.
Gosh .. Just feel like cying now :x
Dont think, dont think !
Wonder why i woke up with tears in my face to day again,
must be dreaming abt you again ..
It seems like i had not let go . But i know i have to :l
& fer those ppl who had treated me badly,
i swear, i will make sure you'll get ur retribuition !
I'll never forget whad you all had did to me .
HATRED
do you love me ? , :D
5:29 PM
5:29 PM
Friday, December 18, 2009
Sick ): feeling veh unwell :x
*Phone spoiled, cant reply sms, only can call out & call in.
Anything please dont text me, i cant reply you. Call me.
Gonna have a review on this year,
ohhh, this year is my worst year ever ..
I came to this sch with my previous previous ex,
melvintan. We had this planned, i tot everything wld go smoothly.
But, things just goes wrong .. Many other ppl came btw us,
unfortunatetly, we broke up in th end. This happen in April
My life was indeed better without him, but thn, many other Bad things happened to me ..
"Ppl" insulted me, gossiped abt me, & someone even wrote my number on th floor -'-
Dont let me see you again, i know who you are.
Was sexual harrassed by older boys too, tat really sucks .. ):
At tat point of moment, mylife was totally in a mess, many thoughts came in,
& i even had th idea of committing suicide :x
I know tat's veh stupid of me if i really just end mylife liddat.
Thks to my frens, i overcome it & was able to see th brighter side of mylife (:
I took afew mths to get over whad happened,
thn yaowei came into mylife, i told him abt my past & hoped tat he will understand.
I trusted & love him so much, but who knows, our ending was not whad i expected ..
It's okay, if this is whad he wanns. If there's a chance fer us to salvage this r/s, we will be better. During this 3mths, there are many happy memories.
You'll always be apart of my sweet memories bahhs (:
I dont dare to believe in love again, guys, dont brk my heart anymore.
Im not a toy fer you to play with, i have my emotions too.
I just hope next year will be a better year, everything will go smoothly bahhs.
I dont wan history to repeat itself again & forever.
I'll take this year as an experience in life thn.
All i wann is a Guy to Prove to Me tat They're Not All Th Same .
*Phone spoiled, cant reply sms, only can call out & call in.
Anything please dont text me, i cant reply you. Call me.
Gonna have a review on this year,
ohhh, this year is my worst year ever ..
I came to this sch with my previous previous ex,
melvintan. We had this planned, i tot everything wld go smoothly.
But, things just goes wrong .. Many other ppl came btw us,
unfortunatetly, we broke up in th end. This happen in April
My life was indeed better without him, but thn, many other Bad things happened to me ..
"Ppl" insulted me, gossiped abt me, & someone even wrote my number on th floor -'-
Dont let me see you again, i know who you are.
Was sexual harrassed by older boys too, tat really sucks .. ):
At tat point of moment, mylife was totally in a mess, many thoughts came in,
& i even had th idea of committing suicide :x
I know tat's veh stupid of me if i really just end mylife liddat.
Thks to my frens, i overcome it & was able to see th brighter side of mylife (:
I took afew mths to get over whad happened,
thn yaowei came into mylife, i told him abt my past & hoped tat he will understand.
I trusted & love him so much, but who knows, our ending was not whad i expected ..
It's okay, if this is whad he wanns. If there's a chance fer us to salvage this r/s, we will be better. During this 3mths, there are many happy memories.
You'll always be apart of my sweet memories bahhs (:
I dont dare to believe in love again, guys, dont brk my heart anymore.
Im not a toy fer you to play with, i have my emotions too.
I just hope next year will be a better year, everything will go smoothly bahhs.
I dont wan history to repeat itself again & forever.
I'll take this year as an experience in life thn.
All i wann is a Guy to Prove to Me tat They're Not All Th Same .
do you love me ? , :D
11:06 AM
11:06 AM
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Surprised tat Syahrul text me yesterdat night, asked me out play pool ?
Which is today, hahs, dint go in th end.
Sorry :x Gave him a late late reply.
& Joel, sorry, late reply fer you too x.x Bowling
Forget nahhs, anyway you this wk also not free ;D
I'll not brk my promise kay ? See you next wk thn (:
Woke up at 7.15am this morning,
had netball, met sharen, cassan, yingjie & felicia outside sch.
Reached sch ard 8am. Netball started at 8.30am
>Ran 10rounds
>Warm Up
>Suicide Run - 3times
>5mins full court game
>Ball activities
>Suicide Run - 10times :x
Netball ended ard 12++pm
Phone spolit ): Someone nah, big mouth, anyhow say thn now really spoiled le luh ><
Using spare phone now, maybe taking phone to repair later or tmr bahhs.
Lost some contacts x.x Hope my phone can be mended.
Sharen, cassan & yingjie came to my hse aftertat.
Bought takeaways frm hougang mall,
Chatted awhile, Yingjie wanted to leave.
Send her to th bus-stop, ran in th rain ;DDD
Came back, bath-ed.
Sharen & cassan using comp.
Haiis, they left at 4.30pm.
Headache aftertat ): Dom called, toked awhile.
Ate panadol ._. Feeling better (:
请再给我一个理由说你不爱我 ..
Which is today, hahs, dint go in th end.
Sorry :x Gave him a late late reply.
& Joel, sorry, late reply fer you too x.x Bowling
Forget nahhs, anyway you this wk also not free ;D
I'll not brk my promise kay ? See you next wk thn (:
Woke up at 7.15am this morning,
had netball, met sharen, cassan, yingjie & felicia outside sch.
Reached sch ard 8am. Netball started at 8.30am
>Ran 10rounds
>Warm Up
>Suicide Run - 3times
>5mins full court game
>Ball activities
>Suicide Run - 10times :x
Netball ended ard 12++pm
Phone spolit ): Someone nah, big mouth, anyhow say thn now really spoiled le luh ><
Using spare phone now, maybe taking phone to repair later or tmr bahhs.
Lost some contacts x.x Hope my phone can be mended.
Sharen, cassan & yingjie came to my hse aftertat.
Bought takeaways frm hougang mall,
Chatted awhile, Yingjie wanted to leave.
Send her to th bus-stop, ran in th rain ;DDD
Came back, bath-ed.
Sharen & cassan using comp.
Haiis, they left at 4.30pm.
Headache aftertat ): Dom called, toked awhile.
Ate panadol ._. Feeling better (:
请再给我一个理由说你不爱我 ..
do you love me ? , :D
5:30 PM
5:30 PM
Sunday, December 13, 2009
Heyy peeps (: ! Was back frm chalet on wednesday,
but dint post ._. Was busy. So, gonna tell you abt th chalet now ;D
Met cassan, felicia & sharen at hougang mall fer lunch.
Thn bus-ed down to pasir ris, downtown east (:
Went to rent bike, wahhlau. Thn th person there like wan cheat moneh liddat.
Me & Sharen fell down while riding. I had 2 bruises on my leg,
Sharen foot was bleeding :x Aiiyoh, but we still managed to bike back.
Went to chalet rm at ard 3++ ? Almost all th seniors were already there.
Changed into fbt shorts, sharen & th rest changed into black shirt
as th seniors wanted to play charcoal >< ! Amabel keep making us siia ):
At ard 6++, bbq started . Dint eat alot. Thn played twister aftertat.
Omg, body was aching aftertat x.x Bath-ed ard 9+ 10+ bahhs ?
Played twister again, went to beach walk walk aftertat.
So windy siia, i saw many stars too ;D ! Counted 28stars (:
Amabel called, went back, ohhmy .. So dark, me & sharen ran back :x
Went back to th beach again, i think ?
Went back chalet rm ard 1++am bahhs,
haven sleep yet, was watching tv.
Wahh, ard 4+am, buay tahan liao.
Went upstairs sleep. 4person shared 2single size bed tgt ._.
Aiiyoh, i can't move at all siia ~ Huitong was sleeping next to me.
Woke up at 5.25am liddat. Aiiyoh, haven even sleep fer 1hr :l
Went to th beach with sharen, cassan, amabel & felicia see sunrise ;D
Woots ! So many ppl at there oh. Sat there till 7am liddat.
Went back rm, sleep till 9++am, wokeup,
went to foodcourt find sharen & cassan eat breakfast.
Thn something funny happened, hahs !
After awhile, felicia came to join us.
Ate till 11am, went back. Almost all th seniors was sleeping,
Rotted at th rm till 1+pm ? All of us took turns to bathe,
went out with th seniors fer lunch, ate pasta mania (: Full
Walked back to rm, slept again ._. woke up at 4++pm.
Called daddy, went to beach with sharen & cassan,
so windy again ;DDD ! I love it (:
Dad called, took my stuffs & went out.
Reached home ard 6++pm ; HomeSweetHome yeahh
Went to bed at 10pm (: Slept till 11++ next morning (:
Batt full ;DDD Will post th photos some other day bahhs.
Went out during th next fewdays, so dint post.
Also forget whad i did lerhs :x hahs
Post till here thn [: Byebyes ^^
I know i had to let go ..
but dint post ._. Was busy. So, gonna tell you abt th chalet now ;D
Met cassan, felicia & sharen at hougang mall fer lunch.
Thn bus-ed down to pasir ris, downtown east (:
Went to rent bike, wahhlau. Thn th person there like wan cheat moneh liddat.
Me & Sharen fell down while riding. I had 2 bruises on my leg,
Sharen foot was bleeding :x Aiiyoh, but we still managed to bike back.
Went to chalet rm at ard 3++ ? Almost all th seniors were already there.
Changed into fbt shorts, sharen & th rest changed into black shirt
as th seniors wanted to play charcoal >< ! Amabel keep making us siia ):
At ard 6++, bbq started . Dint eat alot. Thn played twister aftertat.
Omg, body was aching aftertat x.x Bath-ed ard 9+ 10+ bahhs ?
Played twister again, went to beach walk walk aftertat.
So windy siia, i saw many stars too ;D ! Counted 28stars (:
Amabel called, went back, ohhmy .. So dark, me & sharen ran back :x
Went back to th beach again, i think ?
Went back chalet rm ard 1++am bahhs,
haven sleep yet, was watching tv.
Wahh, ard 4+am, buay tahan liao.
Went upstairs sleep. 4person shared 2single size bed tgt ._.
Aiiyoh, i can't move at all siia ~ Huitong was sleeping next to me.
Woke up at 5.25am liddat. Aiiyoh, haven even sleep fer 1hr :l
Went to th beach with sharen, cassan, amabel & felicia see sunrise ;D
Woots ! So many ppl at there oh. Sat there till 7am liddat.
Went back rm, sleep till 9++am, wokeup,
went to foodcourt find sharen & cassan eat breakfast.
Thn something funny happened, hahs !
After awhile, felicia came to join us.
Ate till 11am, went back. Almost all th seniors was sleeping,
Rotted at th rm till 1+pm ? All of us took turns to bathe,
went out with th seniors fer lunch, ate pasta mania (: Full
Walked back to rm, slept again ._. woke up at 4++pm.
Called daddy, went to beach with sharen & cassan,
so windy again ;DDD ! I love it (:
Dad called, took my stuffs & went out.
Reached home ard 6++pm ; HomeSweetHome yeahh
Went to bed at 10pm (: Slept till 11++ next morning (:
Batt full ;DDD Will post th photos some other day bahhs.
Went out during th next fewdays, so dint post.
Also forget whad i did lerhs :x hahs
Post till here thn [: Byebyes ^^
I know i had to let go ..
do you love me ? , :D
2:26 PM
2:26 PM
Sunday, December 6, 2009
Hmmms, dint post yesterday,
yesterday woke up in early morning, went to grandma's hse till evening.
Went home, bath-ed, mummy says wann go vivo, changed.
Took bus to compass first, in th end went to clarke quay, central,
instead of vivo. Reminds me of *him* & *him* & *him*
Haiis, sad & happy memories ):
Reached there ard 7++pm, shopped awhile,
thn went to tcc have dinner, & had my favourite, tiramisu ;DDD !
Mummy bot alot of stuffs, yet i bot nth x.x
Left central at ard 9.45pm, took mrt back to hougang.
Reached home at 10.30pm, changed, washup.
Was reading book, dom called, phoned with him & guanhong till 2++am [:
Woke up this morning at 9++am, felicia called, she came over to borrow my bag.
Hmmms, going meet sharen & cassan at hougang mall fer lunch ltr,
missed them loads ♥ yeahh !
Thn meeting th netballers at 1.45pm, going to watch nation cup, netball competiton
Wonder whad time will i be back thn, th ltr th better ;D hehehs.
Don't think will be posting tmr, will be going to netball chalet at coasta sand, pasir ris
frm tuesday to thursday, contact me thru phone thn [:
Kayys, will post till here thn, need to prepare lerh ; byebyes
- It is all a lie -
Let it hurt, i can take it ..
yesterday woke up in early morning, went to grandma's hse till evening.
Went home, bath-ed, mummy says wann go vivo, changed.
Took bus to compass first, in th end went to clarke quay, central,
instead of vivo. Reminds me of *him* & *him* & *him*
Haiis, sad & happy memories ):
Reached there ard 7++pm, shopped awhile,
thn went to tcc have dinner, & had my favourite, tiramisu ;DDD !
Mummy bot alot of stuffs, yet i bot nth x.x
Left central at ard 9.45pm, took mrt back to hougang.
Reached home at 10.30pm, changed, washup.
Was reading book, dom called, phoned with him & guanhong till 2++am [:
Woke up this morning at 9++am, felicia called, she came over to borrow my bag.
Hmmms, going meet sharen & cassan at hougang mall fer lunch ltr,
missed them loads ♥ yeahh !
Thn meeting th netballers at 1.45pm, going to watch nation cup, netball competiton
Wonder whad time will i be back thn, th ltr th better ;D hehehs.
Don't think will be posting tmr, will be going to netball chalet at coasta sand, pasir ris
frm tuesday to thursday, contact me thru phone thn [:
Kayys, will post till here thn, need to prepare lerh ; byebyes
- It is all a lie -
Let it hurt, i can take it ..
do you love me ? , :D
10:42 AM
10:42 AM
I’m going to smile and make you think I’m happy,
I’m going to laugh, so you don’t see me cry,
I’m going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me - I’m going to smile.
There are times when I can't decide whether to see you or not,
I wan to see you because I miss you but there are times when I don't wan to see you
because everytime I do, th fact that you don't see me th way tat I see you
It hurts me even more .. I know i have to let go.
Th weirdest thing happened th other morning,
I woke up with tears in my eyes & one rolling down my cheek ..
& I knew I must have been dreaming of you again ..
It takes a couple of seconds to say Hello, but forever to say Goodbye.
i've gotta move on ;
if love is a game,
some ppl really aren't playing fair
I’m going to laugh, so you don’t see me cry,
I’m going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me - I’m going to smile.
There are times when I can't decide whether to see you or not,
I wan to see you because I miss you but there are times when I don't wan to see you
because everytime I do, th fact that you don't see me th way tat I see you
It hurts me even more .. I know i have to let go.
Th weirdest thing happened th other morning,
I woke up with tears in my eyes & one rolling down my cheek ..
& I knew I must have been dreaming of you again ..
It takes a couple of seconds to say Hello, but forever to say Goodbye.
i've gotta move on ;
if love is a game,
some ppl really aren't playing fair
do you love me ? , :D
10:19 AM
10:19 AM
Friday, December 4, 2009
Woke up at 7am this morning, prepared to go fer netball,
sudd stomache, diarrhoea x.x, stomach damn pain & bu shu fu ):
Texted cassan & sharen, told them i not going fer netball ltr.
Slept till 8++ wakeup, stomache again :x
Kelly called, but dint answer, was in toilet,
called her back aftertat, was feeling so unwell th whole day ):
Tink falling sick too, had abit flu. Hope i'll be fine soon,
netball chalet coming, staying over fer a night.
Haiis, no appettite eat dinner, i wann ppl feed me eat :x !
Kay, will post till here thn, byebyes <3
I've gotta be strong yeahh ;D Move on, silly !
sudd stomache, diarrhoea x.x, stomach damn pain & bu shu fu ):
Texted cassan & sharen, told them i not going fer netball ltr.
Slept till 8++ wakeup, stomache again :x
Kelly called, but dint answer, was in toilet,
called her back aftertat, was feeling so unwell th whole day ):
Tink falling sick too, had abit flu. Hope i'll be fine soon,
netball chalet coming, staying over fer a night.
Haiis, no appettite eat dinner, i wann ppl feed me eat :x !
Kay, will post till here thn, byebyes <3
I've gotta be strong yeahh ;D Move on, silly !
do you love me ? , :D
5:08 PM
5:08 PM
Thursday, December 3, 2009
Woke up at 12pm today ;DD
Slept at 1++am last night, someone luh,
call at th wrong time, nearly closed my eyes thn he called :l
Phoned with dom till 1.40am thn sleep.
Yesterday had a h2h tok with cousin again, it seems like we can tok abt anything (:
Hahahs, had 2 dreams lastnight :> Only my cousin & dom knew whad is it about.
Hope it's just a dream & won't happen :o
Ate noodles fer lunch, now currently still at cousin's hse.
Going to relative's hse in late afternoon, will be damn boring there :x
Nobody peii me tok x.x hmmms, will post till here thn,
Netball training tmr morning, going out aftertat,
might not be posting tmr thn, will post th next day bahhs.
Anyway, netball chalet is coming ;DD Woots !
Counting down, 5more days (: Yayy !
I can live without you (:
Slept at 1++am last night, someone luh,
call at th wrong time, nearly closed my eyes thn he called :l
Phoned with dom till 1.40am thn sleep.
Yesterday had a h2h tok with cousin again, it seems like we can tok abt anything (:
Hahahs, had 2 dreams lastnight :> Only my cousin & dom knew whad is it about.
Hope it's just a dream & won't happen :o
Ate noodles fer lunch, now currently still at cousin's hse.
Going to relative's hse in late afternoon, will be damn boring there :x
Nobody peii me tok x.x hmmms, will post till here thn,
Netball training tmr morning, going out aftertat,
might not be posting tmr thn, will post th next day bahhs.
Anyway, netball chalet is coming ;DD Woots !
Counting down, 5more days (: Yayy !
I can live without you (:
do you love me ? , :D
2:17 PM
2:17 PM
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Gone with th wild
Hmmms, woke up at 7++am this morningWash up, changed, thn ard 9 liddat walked to bus stop,
so many ppl loh :l
Charm says she don't feel like running,
so we went down her hse playground slack till 11am.
Thn went hougang point have lunch (:
After eating, went back her hse again, 12pm lerhs.
Wanted to leave, but thn her ahhma went out without telling us :l
Charm can't find th hse key, can't go home ): have to wait fer her ahhma to return x.x
Lucky she came back fast siia, if not i really have to wait ohh <:
Reached home ard 2pm liddat, thn something funny happened while i was walking home ..
They are crazy >< ! Th guys are crazy, eeee !
Texted dom call me immediately, urgent, but he dint call -.-
In th end i had to fake fake toking on phone with someone,
look like an idiot siia :x LOL LOL
Aftertat iris called me, say wan go fly kite with kenneth ltr ._. LOL ?
Thn asked me prepare th kites first. Waited fer her to call me back again,
thn last min tell me not going lerh ): Disappointed
Phoned with dom (: Piggggg ;D !
Had dinner, going over to cousin's hse stay overnight (:
Will post till here today bahhs, Byebye
A Big Thk You To All ; I'll be alright soon yeahh (:
Loveloves
do you love me ? , :D
6:42 PM
6:42 PM