Enxian
♥ Varat
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The girl who laughs and talks alot and seems very happy, is also the girl who might cry herself to sleep someday. She has a weird attitude and gets emotional easily. She bottles up her feelings and would think negatively at times. She gets hurt not just once, but more than that, but she managed to go thru th obstacles and became stronger. Because she found an amazing boyf thats willing to love her wholeheartedly. Love her without fear, trust her without doubts. Dont ever judge her because of that. Everyone leads a different live. Put yourself in her shoes and you will understand her someday. Nobody is perfect, she's not perfect either. She believes in miracles. Do you ?
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Saturday, August 28, 2010
Hey baby {:
I promised you just nao that i will post by 12am today ^^
Hmmms, first of all, HAPPY 3RD MONTH :D !
Times passes so fast yeahh, it had alr been th 3rd mth since we had been tgt.
27th May 2010 :
That was th day you sudd text me and asked me out.
I remembered that im with Umairah and forced you to come meet us :/
Fiora came too. Dhn we headed to vivo to watch movie.
After th show ended, i saw my cousin, fiora and umairah leave first.
While i went to look fer my cousin and Brandon.
You said that you wanted to leave first, but dhn you text me after you walked afew steps away.
Hahahs, so you came back to look fer me again :D
(Cant bear to leave me right (: ?) I know i know, heehee ^^
And aftertat day we went out tgt, just that particular day,
th feelings came back again. I did not expected we will stead,
as we did not contact each other fer veh long and just after that day, we're in a r/s (:
On 11:59pm, 28th May 2010, i gave you my heart (L)
28th May 2010 :
Th veh first day that we went out after stead.
Though it was just a simple outing, it's enough (:
1st June 2010 :
You're leaving sg back to thailand ):
Many things happened after we stead .. BUT, we did not give up.
I remembered before you leave, you told me no matter whad happen,
i must stay strong till you returns. I gave you my word, i promised.
i know i miss you badly, as i needed you badly.
And somehow, i know you dont really love me as much as i do ):
But thru th chattings we had via internet, it seems like abscence really makes th heart grow fonder (: You loved me.
18th June 2010 :
Finally, you're back to sg :D
Missed you loads can !
25th June 2010 :
Went out with baby, cousin and Brandon to celebrate our veh 1st mth earlier.
That was when you bought us a couple keychain (L) Iloveitttttttttt !
28th June 2010 :
HAPPY 1ST MONTH (L) !
12th - 15th July 2010 :
I've been busy and neglecting you fer those few days as im busy with th serangoon star finals.
Baby, you did not mind and yet supported me alot :D Tyvm, ilovedieyou !
And we had been somehow unhappy with each other too.
Im really sorry, and you was always th one who gave in to me ..
Which made me feel real bad about my fcking attitude ):
1st August - 6th August 2010 :
Im busy with national day concert, serangoon star wars again.
Did not really spend time with you too ): Sorry again ..
But you understand everything (:
On our 2nd month, you wrote me a sweet and cute letter, it's so cool can ?!
And i went out with my girlfs instead of you on 6th august ..
I should have gone out with you mancxz, im sorry baby :x
And once again, you did not mind.
Wo Love Ni forever :D
8th August 2010 :
Went out with baby, Brandon and my cousin (:
On th way, i made baby angry .. I saw tears too ):
Omg, i hate myself alot alot alot alot alot alot alot at that time.
And yet he gave in to me again. Sorry ! I promised i wont do that again.
Had fun that day \m/
20th - 24th August 2010 :
I kept going out with my girlfs ..
And did not spend my time with you those few days, im really sorry.
I know i shouldnt do that, im in th wrong ):
But, nao everything is over, exams too, i will spend my time with you :D
Ty fer being understanding ane fer everything babyy (L) !
28th August 2010 :
HAPPY 3RD MONTH !
Went out today, though it's kind of bored, but as long as it's with baby, im not bore anymore :D
And you asked me why i love you ? I really dk whad to reply, or rather explain it.
Love is blind. And i asked you back th same question.
And you told me that you just love th way i am, and feel that im th one fer you,
th best girlf that you've ever had. Yknow something ? Im seriously touched by that sms.
I did not expect you will tell me all those ..
To be honest, at th veh first when we stead, i could not feel th love you had fer me ..
Im afraid that we will not lastlong. But time had proves everything nao.
It had proved to me that you do love me, not just alittle, but more than everything.
You even said that i love you more than you love me, that's so sweet yknow !
I always wonder, will you sudd get bored of me someday and dw me :x ?
Now i have th answer, you will not ? (:
I have faith that we will last long, till we extinct. Heehee ^^
Many unhappy things had happened btw us these few days too,
lucky i've learnt to change my attitude and i hope you could feel it ..
Like whad you've said, as long as im happy, you'll be happy too.
And nao im telling you that too, i wann you to know that you're just like mylife, you control me.
No one can ever know how much we love each other, how much we yearn to be tgt,
how much we miss each other. That's our lovestory. Idw any others to come btw us, never (:
Lastly, i'll love you till th day th world ends (L)
Monday, August 23, 2010 Sunday, August 15, 2010
Dearest Baby,
i. miss. you
You know whad i love most abt us ?
I love how comfortable we are with each other.
I love how we endlessly make fun of each other,
how we crack jokes and laugh non-stop.
I love how you gave in to me when i turn away from you when quarrelling.
I love how you said sorry and make my heart softened.
I love th way you "sweetalk" with me.
And somehow you never fail to make me laugh in every conversations.
I love how you need me as much as i need you.
And most of all, i love how you love me. Monday, August 9, 2010
xoxoxo, went out with Baby, cousin and Brandon yesterday (:
Met baby and Brandon at cityhall mrt station ard 3pm++
dhn headed to marina square, on th way baby was angry with me ):
Toot that me luhh, dont wann give in to him .. I feel so bad :x
And in th end he gave in, sorry baby ): I dint mean to do that one ..
Promise you, next time i wont anyhow misunderstood you okay {: ?
So went to macdonalds' fer dinner, dhn walked back to mrt dhn to ClarkeQuay.
Everywhr also alot of people har :/ Slacked there till 9pm+, dhn mrt homed.
Was so damn tired, slept early at night.
And woke up as early as 7am this morning x.x Went beach with family, see i so guai :D
Wahhlau, alot alot alot of people manxcz ! Rode bike awhile dhn restrest.
Aftertat went to airport fer lunch, walkwalk dhn home. Fell asleep immediately ._.
Currently now alone at home, so boreddddddddddddddd !
Tmr maybe going out with baby again (L)
WoLoveNi ttm \m/ !
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Saturday, August 28, 2010
Hey baby {:
I promised you just nao that i will post by 12am today ^^
Hmmms, first of all, HAPPY 3RD MONTH :D !
Times passes so fast yeahh, it had alr been th 3rd mth since we had been tgt.
27th May 2010 :
That was th day you sudd text me and asked me out.
I remembered that im with Umairah and forced you to come meet us :/
Fiora came too. Dhn we headed to vivo to watch movie.
After th show ended, i saw my cousin, fiora and umairah leave first.
While i went to look fer my cousin and Brandon.
You said that you wanted to leave first, but dhn you text me after you walked afew steps away.
Hahahs, so you came back to look fer me again :D
(Cant bear to leave me right (: ?) I know i know, heehee ^^
And aftertat day we went out tgt, just that particular day,
th feelings came back again. I did not expected we will stead,
as we did not contact each other fer veh long and just after that day, we're in a r/s (:
On 11:59pm, 28th May 2010, i gave you my heart (L)
28th May 2010 :
Th veh first day that we went out after stead.
Though it was just a simple outing, it's enough (:
1st June 2010 :
You're leaving sg back to thailand ):
Many things happened after we stead .. BUT, we did not give up.
I remembered before you leave, you told me no matter whad happen,
i must stay strong till you returns. I gave you my word, i promised.
i know i miss you badly, as i needed you badly.
And somehow, i know you dont really love me as much as i do ):
But thru th chattings we had via internet, it seems like abscence really makes th heart grow fonder (: You loved me.
18th June 2010 :
Finally, you're back to sg :D
Missed you loads can !
25th June 2010 :
Went out with baby, cousin and Brandon to celebrate our veh 1st mth earlier.
That was when you bought us a couple keychain (L) Iloveitttttttttt !
28th June 2010 :
HAPPY 1ST MONTH (L) !
12th - 15th July 2010 :
I've been busy and neglecting you fer those few days as im busy with th serangoon star finals.
Baby, you did not mind and yet supported me alot :D Tyvm, ilovedieyou !
And we had been somehow unhappy with each other too.
Im really sorry, and you was always th one who gave in to me ..
Which made me feel real bad about my fcking attitude ):
1st August - 6th August 2010 :
Im busy with national day concert, serangoon star wars again.
Did not really spend time with you too ): Sorry again ..
But you understand everything (:
On our 2nd month, you wrote me a sweet and cute letter, it's so cool can ?!
And i went out with my girlfs instead of you on 6th august ..
I should have gone out with you mancxz, im sorry baby :x
And once again, you did not mind.
Wo Love Ni forever :D
8th August 2010 :
Went out with baby, Brandon and my cousin (:
On th way, i made baby angry .. I saw tears too ):
Omg, i hate myself alot alot alot alot alot alot alot at that time.
And yet he gave in to me again. Sorry ! I promised i wont do that again.
Had fun that day \m/
20th - 24th August 2010 :
I kept going out with my girlfs ..
And did not spend my time with you those few days, im really sorry.
I know i shouldnt do that, im in th wrong ):
But, nao everything is over, exams too, i will spend my time with you :D
Ty fer being understanding ane fer everything babyy (L) !
28th August 2010 :
HAPPY 3RD MONTH !
Went out today, though it's kind of bored, but as long as it's with baby, im not bore anymore :D
And you asked me why i love you ? I really dk whad to reply, or rather explain it.
Love is blind. And i asked you back th same question.
And you told me that you just love th way i am, and feel that im th one fer you,
th best girlf that you've ever had. Yknow something ? Im seriously touched by that sms.
I did not expect you will tell me all those ..
To be honest, at th veh first when we stead, i could not feel th love you had fer me ..
Im afraid that we will not lastlong. But time had proves everything nao.
It had proved to me that you do love me, not just alittle, but more than everything.
You even said that i love you more than you love me, that's so sweet yknow !
I always wonder, will you sudd get bored of me someday and dw me :x ?
Now i have th answer, you will not ? (:
I have faith that we will last long, till we extinct. Heehee ^^
Many unhappy things had happened btw us these few days too,
lucky i've learnt to change my attitude and i hope you could feel it ..
Like whad you've said, as long as im happy, you'll be happy too.
And nao im telling you that too, i wann you to know that you're just like mylife, you control me.
No one can ever know how much we love each other, how much we yearn to be tgt,
how much we miss each other. That's our lovestory. Idw any others to come btw us, never (:
Lastly, i'll love you till th day th world ends (L)
do you love me ? , :D
11:07 PM
11:07 PM
Monday, August 23, 2010
Heyloooooo ! Did not update th past few days, lazy :/
So,
20/08/10 :
Went to hougang mall fer lunch after sch, with Cherie, Canny and Charmaine (L)
Had pastamania, dhn walk walk awhile. Charm had to leave fer her YOG duty.
Canny and Cherie came to my hse, dhn we decided to catch a movie :D
So they went home to bathe and change. Wanted to watch Aftershock.
Took mrt alone down to DhobyGhaut ): Nobody pei me, awww ..
Was th first to reach, and 15more mins ltr th show is starting.
And i had to walk in my fastest speed to th veh top of th mall to get th tickets :x
OMG, and something happened while on th way there <: Heehee.
Managed to get th tickets ^^ Cherie reached and followed by Canny.
So touching and sad siia T.T all of us cried inside mancxz. LOL
Aftertat went fer dinner at kfc, and there was this stupid guy who kept looking at me.
So damn pissed by that lohh, see whad see luhh ?! TSKTSK.
Cant even enjoy my food properly lohh, stupid idioric pervert -'-
Cherie had tution, so she left earlier than us.
After eating, took mrt home. So bored x.x
21/08/10 :
Slacked at cousin's hse, dint go out :/
22/08/10 :
Canny smsed me early in th morning, asked me if i wanted to go out. LOL !
And she said SHE WANTED TO STUDY kayyy !
But int th end also never lo ._. Anyhow.
Meeting time was initially 12pm, but i was late, and she was even ltr ! So baddd >:
Slacked at compass fer more than 5hours, ohhmytian ... Cant believe it mancxz, 5hours :o
Dad came and fetched me fer dinner, grandma's birthday.
Woahhh, so full aftertat x.x Keep eating and eating non-stop that day.
Gonna get fat le luhhhhh !
23/08/10 :
Which was today,
went fer lunch with Cherie, Huixin, Canny and Charm at hougang mall again :/
After eating, huixin left first. And we were gossiping gossiping <:
Sent Charm to bus stop and dhn went back to hougang mall slackslack.
Sudd rain x.x WTH, im wet even though there's shelter ..
Took bus home, reached home ard 5pm+ bahhs ?
Yepp, bathe and nao currently posting here :D Lol.
Will post till here today dhn, byebye (L)
xoxo
So,
20/08/10 :
Went to hougang mall fer lunch after sch, with Cherie, Canny and Charmaine (L)
Had pastamania, dhn walk walk awhile. Charm had to leave fer her YOG duty.
Canny and Cherie came to my hse, dhn we decided to catch a movie :D
So they went home to bathe and change. Wanted to watch Aftershock.
Took mrt alone down to DhobyGhaut ): Nobody pei me, awww ..
Was th first to reach, and 15more mins ltr th show is starting.
And i had to walk in my fastest speed to th veh top of th mall to get th tickets :x
OMG, and something happened while on th way there <: Heehee.
Managed to get th tickets ^^ Cherie reached and followed by Canny.
So touching and sad siia T.T all of us cried inside mancxz. LOL
Aftertat went fer dinner at kfc, and there was this stupid guy who kept looking at me.
So damn pissed by that lohh, see whad see luhh ?! TSKTSK.
Cant even enjoy my food properly lohh, stupid idioric pervert -'-
Cherie had tution, so she left earlier than us.
After eating, took mrt home. So bored x.x
21/08/10 :
Slacked at cousin's hse, dint go out :/
22/08/10 :
Canny smsed me early in th morning, asked me if i wanted to go out. LOL !
And she said SHE WANTED TO STUDY kayyy !
But int th end also never lo ._. Anyhow.
Meeting time was initially 12pm, but i was late, and she was even ltr ! So baddd >:
Slacked at compass fer more than 5hours, ohhmytian ... Cant believe it mancxz, 5hours :o
Dad came and fetched me fer dinner, grandma's birthday.
Woahhh, so full aftertat x.x Keep eating and eating non-stop that day.
Gonna get fat le luhhhhh !
23/08/10 :
Which was today,
went fer lunch with Cherie, Huixin, Canny and Charm at hougang mall again :/
After eating, huixin left first. And we were gossiping gossiping <:
Sent Charm to bus stop and dhn went back to hougang mall slackslack.
Sudd rain x.x WTH, im wet even though there's shelter ..
Took bus home, reached home ard 5pm+ bahhs ?
Yepp, bathe and nao currently posting here :D Lol.
Will post till here today dhn, byebye (L)
xoxo
do you love me ? , :D
6:10 PM
6:10 PM
Sunday, August 15, 2010
Dearest Baby,
i. miss. you
You know whad i love most abt us ?
I love how comfortable we are with each other.
I love how we endlessly make fun of each other,
how we crack jokes and laugh non-stop.
I love how you gave in to me when i turn away from you when quarrelling.
I love how you said sorry and make my heart softened.
I love th way you "sweetalk" with me.
And somehow you never fail to make me laugh in every conversations.
I love how you need me as much as i need you.
And most of all, i love how you love me.
do you love me ? , :D
2:42 PM
2:42 PM
Monday, August 9, 2010
xoxoxo, went out with Baby, cousin and Brandon yesterday (:
Met baby and Brandon at cityhall mrt station ard 3pm++
dhn headed to marina square, on th way baby was angry with me ):
Toot that me luhh, dont wann give in to him .. I feel so bad :x
And in th end he gave in, sorry baby ): I dint mean to do that one ..
Promise you, next time i wont anyhow misunderstood you okay {: ?
So went to macdonalds' fer dinner, dhn walked back to mrt dhn to ClarkeQuay.
Everywhr also alot of people har :/ Slacked there till 9pm+, dhn mrt homed.
Was so damn tired, slept early at night.
And woke up as early as 7am this morning x.x Went beach with family, see i so guai :D
Wahhlau, alot alot alot of people manxcz ! Rode bike awhile dhn restrest.
Aftertat went to airport fer lunch, walkwalk dhn home. Fell asleep immediately ._.
Currently now alone at home, so boreddddddddddddddd !
Tmr maybe going out with baby again (L)
WoLoveNi ttm \m/ !
do you love me ? , :D
5:40 PM
5:40 PM
Saturday, August 7, 2010
OMG ! I love themmmmmmmmm ^^
First of all, i have to thnks all my frens/supporters fer th support they gave me yesterday.
First of all, i have to thnks all my frens/supporters fer th support they gave me yesterday.
I know i did not do well fer th competiton ): But you all still cheered fer me ..
Ty veh muchhh. I will do better again next time (:
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Hmmms, went out with Canny, Cherie, Hidayu, Shazlyn and Umairah yesterday.
Meet at Compass ard 2pm, dhn mrt to dohby ghuat, dhn to citylink.
Walked to penisula, shop shop awhile dhn to funan to eat.
Had pastamania :D yummyyyy !
Ate till 4pm+ liddat, back to mrt station. Wanted to go Plaza Sing.
But never, in th end went Bugis. Walk until legs are dying x.x
Finally headed to ClarkeQuay, bought Sticky.
Dhn to th riverside sit sit and took many many photos (:
Me and Cherie was like, Canny's model. LOL
And we were really like models, people kept looking at us :/
Hah, this was still th first time we went out tgt liddat.
Everyone had fun :D so cool manxz ! Next time shld have more outings tgt girls (L)
Left Clarke Quay ard 8pm, took mrt back.
Reached home at 9pm, woots. So tired, but i had fun. Atleast it brightens up my mood (:
And lastly, woloveni deardear !
do you love me ? , :D
7:48 PM
7:48 PM
Sunday, August 1, 2010
Haven been posting fer afew days already :/
Firstly, ty all my frens fer th supportation,
i dhn manage to do my best and become th SerangoonStar 2010 (:
But this upcoming friday i've another performance :x
And i'll be singing a duet with Gregory, lastyear SerangoonStar. Hmmms, that sounds cool :D
And baby, i know you understand right ? Surely you wont anyhow think.
So, went out with cousin yesterday, actually wanted to go Vivo PartyWorld sing ktv,
but no student price, so exp $$. Dhn never sing.
Went shopping, wahh, everywhr also so many people ._.
Wanted to ask baby and brandon down to join us,
but brandon cant make it, so dint meet them in th end x.x
Headed to paya lebar aftertat, and homed ard 9pm+.
Frankly, i miss my dearest baby so muchhhhhhhhhhhh ):
Though we met in sch everday, but it's less then half a day.
These few wks had been spending lesser time with each other, hope that wont affect us (:
This wk's gonna be a busy wk fer me again due to th performance preparation and exams.
And yeahhh, our 2nd mth had passed, 28/07/10. Baby, sorry fer th late post :x
Iloveyou babyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy :D (L) !
Time passes so fast horh ? 2mths had passed since we had been tgt.
Im sorry that i've been neglecting you th past few wks,
i hope you understand ? And also sorry fer not getting you anything fer our 2nd mth ..
Ty fer th "cutecute" letter you wrote fer me (: I'll treasure it veh muchiie.
Always remember, no matter how tired i am, i still will wann to spend time with you {:
Cause you're my precious baby forever okayyyyyyy !
I promise, we'll have fun after th performance and exams are over :D
Look forward fer our 3rd mth yeahh ? I've alr got something in my mind, hahs ^^
Ilovemybabyboy, foreverandever (L)
xoxo
Firstly, ty all my frens fer th supportation,
i dhn manage to do my best and become th SerangoonStar 2010 (:
But this upcoming friday i've another performance :x
And i'll be singing a duet with Gregory, lastyear SerangoonStar. Hmmms, that sounds cool :D
And baby, i know you understand right ? Surely you wont anyhow think.
So, went out with cousin yesterday, actually wanted to go Vivo PartyWorld sing ktv,
but no student price, so exp $$. Dhn never sing.
Went shopping, wahh, everywhr also so many people ._.
Wanted to ask baby and brandon down to join us,
but brandon cant make it, so dint meet them in th end x.x
Headed to paya lebar aftertat, and homed ard 9pm+.
Frankly, i miss my dearest baby so muchhhhhhhhhhhh ):
Though we met in sch everday, but it's less then half a day.
These few wks had been spending lesser time with each other, hope that wont affect us (:
This wk's gonna be a busy wk fer me again due to th performance preparation and exams.
And yeahhh, our 2nd mth had passed, 28/07/10. Baby, sorry fer th late post :x
Iloveyou babyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy :D (L) !
Time passes so fast horh ? 2mths had passed since we had been tgt.
Im sorry that i've been neglecting you th past few wks,
i hope you understand ? And also sorry fer not getting you anything fer our 2nd mth ..
Ty fer th "cutecute" letter you wrote fer me (: I'll treasure it veh muchiie.
Always remember, no matter how tired i am, i still will wann to spend time with you {:
Cause you're my precious baby forever okayyyyyyy !
I promise, we'll have fun after th performance and exams are over :D
Look forward fer our 3rd mth yeahh ? I've alr got something in my mind, hahs ^^
Ilovemybabyboy, foreverandever (L)
xoxo
do you love me ? , :D
12:34 PM
12:34 PM