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The girl who laughs and talks alot and seems very happy, is also the girl who might cry herself to sleep someday. She has a weird attitude and gets emotional easily. She bottles up her feelings and would think negatively at times. She gets hurt not just once, but more than that, but she managed to go thru th obstacles and became stronger. Because she found an amazing boyf thats willing to love her wholeheartedly. Love her without fear, trust her without doubts. Dont ever judge her because of that. Everyone leads a different live. Put yourself in her shoes and you will understand her someday. Nobody is perfect, she's not perfect either. She believes in miracles. Do you ?
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Saturday, February 27, 2010
Yepp {: tat's right, it's my Commitee - Innovation & Enterprise (I&E) ;D
This photo was taken on th last day of Prefects' Investiture reharsal (:
Im on th first role, o.o Try searching fer me dhn, LOL
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Hmmms, had fun during assembly in sch yesterday,
cause we get to walk on th red carpet, LOL !
We were all so worried & scared when it's our turn.
Just cant imagine so many ppl looking at you ._.
But dhn when it's over, we find it fun ;DDD
Had buffet after sch, but i dint eat, went home aftertat.
Bathe, dhn prepared to go out.
Went to amk hub first, dhn to bugis,
sudd me & cousin feel like taking neoprints,
and so we did. LOL LOL :x
Went to Iluma aftertat.
Actually wanted to catch a movie, but dhn dont have le.
So had our dinner in bugis junction,
dhn headed fer vivo.
Was slacking at th skypark,
when i sudd heard a veh familiar voice frm behind,
i turned and keep looking, o.o it's Yifeng.
LOL But dhn i dint call him ;D
Left vivo ard 9pm, took mrt back to hougang.
Dhn went to punggol park awhile,
reached home abt 11pm liddat.
Feeling veh veh tired le loh, was smsing with Dominic & Yifeng.
Fell asleep before 12.30am
Woke up ard 10pm++ this morning o.o ?
Dhn bathe, went down to meet mummy at compass fer lunch.
Had our dinner outside, was home abt 6.30pm bahhs,
haiis, feeling veh confused and no mood now :x
Kayy, will end here
Buhbye,
xoxo
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We used to be tgt, but now were are drifting far apart ..
Why am i doing all these fer ?
So tat we could be like last time, frens forever.
But idk why are you still treating me th same.
I've tried my best, really, my best to go back to th past le ..
I texed you, i called you,
you dint even bother to call me back or whad.
I dont understand why must you do this.
Only after i accidentally sent you th wrong msg,
dhn you immediately called me back,
and saying phone just now got prob,
idk if you are saying th truth anot.
It just pains me, seeing things turning into liddat.
I am doing all these, cause i dont wan to lose a fren.
Get it .. ?
Saturday, February 6, 2010 Wednesday, February 3, 2010 Monday, February 1, 2010
To : D******
Why ? Why must you turn things into so complicated ?
If tat one little thing hadn't happened, things wouldn't be so diff ..
If i know tat this would be th ending, i would rather not let you know.
You said you wont, you wont feel awkward or ignore me,
but you did tat all in th end eventually ..
Why cant you just tell me straight rather than ignoring me ?
Did you ever tot of how i would feel ? It hurts you know.
Well, i get your meaning, and i did back out right ?
I already tried explaining and tok to you le,
but you still give me this kind of attitude.
Trying to ignore and avoid me everytime, why ?
Dint i make it clear tat we could just pretend nth had happened and stop avoiding me le ?
I know you said im irritating and stuffs liddat to someone,
and, i did not ask them to ask you or whad.
It had already been so many days, yet you still treat me like this.
If you're really doing all these just to make me hate you,
congrats, really, you've done it ! Im starting to dsilike you now.
I've no idea why you're doing these.
You said we can still be like last time derhs,
but you're not doing anything to it.
I've really tried many ways trying to start a conversation with you and stuffs,
but dhn you seems to ignore me every now and dhn.
Whad are you really trying to do dhn ? Tell me
I've been trying my best to salvage our frenship le.
Can you just stop being like this ?
You're making me fustrated and mad at this.
If you still thinks tat i like you, fine !
I'll just stead with anyone who likes me now & perhaps tat'll make you tok to me.
I dont get it, fren. I cant read ur mind, please, tell me whad you wanna do.
You're really a true fren to me, i dont wan to lose you cause of such matters.
You should know tat too ..
I really dk whad to do le ):
Thinking abt how close, good we were in th past, and now like this ..
Just saddens me and makes me feel like crying. T.T
I really hope tat we could be like th past,
a fren tat i'll always placed as my first pirioty and look fer when im in trouble derhs.
I hope by giving both of us sometime alone would be better, afew days maybe ..
你是我的好朋友, 我不想失去你
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Saturday, February 27, 2010
Yepp {: tat's right, it's my Commitee - Innovation & Enterprise (I&E) ;D
This photo was taken on th last day of Prefects' Investiture reharsal (:
Im on th first role, o.o Try searching fer me dhn, LOL
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Hmmms, had fun during assembly in sch yesterday,
cause we get to walk on th red carpet, LOL !
We were all so worried & scared when it's our turn.
Just cant imagine so many ppl looking at you ._.
But dhn when it's over, we find it fun ;DDD
Had buffet after sch, but i dint eat, went home aftertat.
Bathe, dhn prepared to go out.
Went to amk hub first, dhn to bugis,
sudd me & cousin feel like taking neoprints,
and so we did. LOL LOL :x
Went to Iluma aftertat.
Actually wanted to catch a movie, but dhn dont have le.
So had our dinner in bugis junction,
dhn headed fer vivo.
Was slacking at th skypark,
when i sudd heard a veh familiar voice frm behind,
i turned and keep looking, o.o it's Yifeng.
LOL But dhn i dint call him ;D
Left vivo ard 9pm, took mrt back to hougang.
Dhn went to punggol park awhile,
reached home abt 11pm liddat.
Feeling veh veh tired le loh, was smsing with Dominic & Yifeng.
Fell asleep before 12.30am
Woke up ard 10pm++ this morning o.o ?
Dhn bathe, went down to meet mummy at compass fer lunch.
Had our dinner outside, was home abt 6.30pm bahhs,
haiis, feeling veh confused and no mood now :x
Kayy, will end here
Buhbye,
xoxo
do you love me ? , :D
7:09 PM
7:09 PM
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Just came back frm prefects' investiture abt an hr ago.
Fell down early in th morning at hse downstairs :/
LOL, fell into a drain, alamak,
lucky it's still dark and not much ppl saw, o.o
Sat there dhn, it started bleeding ):
Reached sch more worst, bleed more T.T
Lucky Weijie help me go office take iodine,
dhn Canny and MinUn helped me apply {:
wahh, so ps siia, is like, ppl were looking at us x.x
Dhn keep asking me whad happen, whad happen ._.
And i had to tell them tat i fell into th drain ><
Wahhlau, so "fell into th drain" sounds stupid :x
Cant even sit properly aftertat,
dhn horh, Jinyi keep laughing at me loh ! JIDAN
veh funny mehs ? Fall down only mah ...
Had science test today, so so bahhs ?
dhn had Pe aftertat, dint play.
And Mr Ong keep mocking at me x.x
he still told th class "Next time must beware of DRAINS, or else will be like her"
LOL ? Make me look like some kind of idiot liddat T.T
Lessons were find only until Mr Wee's lesson,
so boring siia, nearly fell asleep, was so tired :/
Maths was th last lesson, stayed back fer th investiture
Leg so pain loh, but still have to bear with it ):
Everyone looked so "interested" in my leg, LOL
Gonna revise fer tmr maths test ltr :x
Kayy, will post till here bahhs,
buhbye,
xoxo
Trying to pretend, actually hurts so much, why .. ?
Fell down early in th morning at hse downstairs :/
LOL, fell into a drain, alamak,
lucky it's still dark and not much ppl saw, o.o
Sat there dhn, it started bleeding ):
Reached sch more worst, bleed more T.T
Lucky Weijie help me go office take iodine,
dhn Canny and MinUn helped me apply {:
wahh, so ps siia, is like, ppl were looking at us x.x
Dhn keep asking me whad happen, whad happen ._.
And i had to tell them tat i fell into th drain ><
Wahhlau, so "fell into th drain" sounds stupid :x
Cant even sit properly aftertat,
dhn horh, Jinyi keep laughing at me loh ! JIDAN
veh funny mehs ? Fall down only mah ...
Had science test today, so so bahhs ?
dhn had Pe aftertat, dint play.
And Mr Ong keep mocking at me x.x
he still told th class "Next time must beware of DRAINS, or else will be like her"
LOL ? Make me look like some kind of idiot liddat T.T
Lessons were find only until Mr Wee's lesson,
so boring siia, nearly fell asleep, was so tired :/
Maths was th last lesson, stayed back fer th investiture
Leg so pain loh, but still have to bear with it ):
Everyone looked so "interested" in my leg, LOL
Gonna revise fer tmr maths test ltr :x
Kayy, will post till here bahhs,
buhbye,
xoxo
Trying to pretend, actually hurts so much, why .. ?
do you love me ? , :D
5:39 PM
5:39 PM
Saturday, February 20, 2010
Hmmmms, went out with Jinyi after sch yesterday,
dhn met Dominic awhile, he passed me belated present, Elmo {: !
Went to order bag aftertat.
Had lunch and was home abt 2pm++ bahhs.
Bathe, dhn went out with cousin again,
was backed home abt 10pm. Slept ard 11pm++ yesterday,
was smsing with Yifeng, Dominic & Jocelyn (:
Woke up ard 10pm++ th mext day o.o ?
Ate breakfast while watching Doreamon {: LOL
Dhn went to sleep again at 12pm :x
Was veh tired loh, and idk why.
Woke up abt 1pm++ 2 liddat, texted cousin,
had my lunch, bathe aftertat.
Went to meet cousin, accompanied her fer her lunch.
Something funny happened at th coffeeshop, LOL !
Ate till 4pm liddat, so long siia :/
Went to cousin hse dhn,
just returned home not long ago.
Hmmms, was thinking abt something th whole day :x
Whad to do har .. ? Mood veh not good aye, haiis ..
Maybe sometimes things is better to be left unsaid :/ ?
dhn met Dominic awhile, he passed me belated present, Elmo {: !
Went to order bag aftertat.
Had lunch and was home abt 2pm++ bahhs.
Bathe, dhn went out with cousin again,
was backed home abt 10pm. Slept ard 11pm++ yesterday,
was smsing with Yifeng, Dominic & Jocelyn (:
Woke up ard 10pm++ th mext day o.o ?
Ate breakfast while watching Doreamon {: LOL
Dhn went to sleep again at 12pm :x
Was veh tired loh, and idk why.
Woke up abt 1pm++ 2 liddat, texted cousin,
had my lunch, bathe aftertat.
Went to meet cousin, accompanied her fer her lunch.
Something funny happened at th coffeeshop, LOL !
Ate till 4pm liddat, so long siia :/
Went to cousin hse dhn,
just returned home not long ago.
Hmmms, was thinking abt something th whole day :x
Whad to do har .. ? Mood veh not good aye, haiis ..
Maybe sometimes things is better to be left unsaid :/ ?
do you love me ? , :D
10:24 AM
10:24 AM
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
Yoyo (: It's my b'dae today (: Finally 14 le uhs, LOL
Dominic.O, Jamesy, JiaAn & my cousin (Jiaying)
Went to punggol park to countdown with them yesterday night.
Had fun yesterday night, JiaAn brought his doggie along too (:
Dint manage to get a b'dae cake, was kinda boring at first.
Dhn Jamesy was forced by us to come down ;D
We started off by playing "bluff" with poker cards,
dhn Jamesy keep bluffing & winning loh.
Bluff untill we cant differentiate when he is speaking th truth & when he is lying.
Dhn awhile, everyone started to get bored le :x
Dhn awhile, everyone started to get bored le :x
And i know i keep going to th toilet only :/
Drank too much liao :x Stomach was feeling unwell too.
Dhn head also veh heavy, abit blurblur x.x
Afew mins to 12am, i sudd feel like going to th toilet again.
Dhn gonna have to countdown fer my b'dae in th toilet x.x
But sudd heard someone singing b'dae singing outside th toilet,
and guess who izzit ? Mr Lim JiaAn !
Went back to th playground continue playing bluff.
After awhile, jia an says he going home.
Dhn left me, cousin, Jamesy & Dominic
Played another round of bluff dhn starting to get bored.
Went to play th swings dhn.
Dhn sudd th boys begin toking abt their "ren shen da dao li" LOL
'Single is th Best !' to them ._. Shen jin bing luh, they.
Left there ard 1am+ liddat.
Something funny happened, Jamesy & Dominic were fighting over a taxi -.-
LOL, and th weird thing is, they are both going home in diff directions.
Dhn i xue dao ren shen da dao li ;
"Single is th Best" and and and "Cherish whad you've now, before it's too late"
Kayy, will post till here dhn, some photos during th cny are posted on th top :/
Bythway, thk you fer those who had sent me msges yesterday night & today wishing me happy b'dae, i appreciate it alot {: Really thk you. Facebook too (:
Love you all nah ;D
Buhbye,
xoxo
do you love me ? , :D
2:23 PM
2:23 PM
Friday, February 12, 2010
Heyyy, back frm sch abt an hr ago.
Hmmms, recieved roses fer valentine's & present fer b'dae (:
Dhn today lessons like veh fast ley, not tat boring ;D
Maybe is cause have th new year mood, LOL !
Chinese lesson went to th muse den, dhn in there watching a video,
dhn aftertat science went to lab do experiment.
Dhn recess (: ! English aftertat, dhn ipw, but cher busy.
So another cher came, she wanted each of us to say whad we wanna be in th future.
And and and, i said i wanna be a Lawyer ! Lol lol *winkk* :D
Not bad not bad, hahahs.
Aftertat went to hall fer th celebration.
Okay luh, this year is better than last year's one :/
Hmmms, going out ltr, gonna be busy fer these few days le.
Dont think will online tat often ? Contact me thru phone bahhs (:
In 4 days time, im gonna be 14 !
Must remember wish my happy b'dae when th clock strikes 12am uhs {:
Kayy, will post till here dhn.
Buhbye,
xoxo,
Hmmms, recieved roses fer valentine's & present fer b'dae (:
Dhn today lessons like veh fast ley, not tat boring ;D
Maybe is cause have th new year mood, LOL !
Chinese lesson went to th muse den, dhn in there watching a video,
dhn aftertat science went to lab do experiment.
Dhn recess (: ! English aftertat, dhn ipw, but cher busy.
So another cher came, she wanted each of us to say whad we wanna be in th future.
And and and, i said i wanna be a Lawyer ! Lol lol *winkk* :D
Not bad not bad, hahahs.
Aftertat went to hall fer th celebration.
Okay luh, this year is better than last year's one :/
Hmmms, going out ltr, gonna be busy fer these few days le.
Dont think will online tat often ? Contact me thru phone bahhs (:
In 4 days time, im gonna be 14 !
Must remember wish my happy b'dae when th clock strikes 12am uhs {:
Kayy, will post till here dhn.
Buhbye,
xoxo,
do you love me ? , :D
4:30 PM
4:30 PM
Thursday, February 11, 2010
Hmmmms, let's not tok abt today,
tok abt yesterday ;D
Went fer sharen's b'dae celebration at pasir ris.
Some netballers, and Sharen's classmates were there.
Reached there ard 4pm++ 5 liddat ?
Dhn all of us were trying to start th fire, LOL
Took so long siia, dhn th wind nah,
so strong fer whad ._.
Dhn finally hao le (: I was like, standing there fer 3hrs++,
spreading th butter on th food :/
Ard 7pm+ liddat, they say wan play truth or dare,
but i dint play :l Stood there barberqueing th food,
with Dominic, i think ? Hehs, bu hao yi si uhs,
i just got to know him. Lol lol !
Dhn sudd something happened when they playing truth or dare :x
Alamak, im innocent siia x.x But dhn still kena
Hahs, dhn went home ard 8pm++ ?
Dad came to fetch me home, walked out with Fiora & her fren.
I tat time so smelly siia, reek of th smell .. eeee
Reached home abt 9pm liddat bahhs.
And dhn th next day liao, which is today. LOL
Th time pass veh slow while in class today.
Damn boring siia ._. Lucky tmr friday le ;DDD Woots !
Kay luh, will post till here today dhn,
And and and, 3 more days to Valentine's Day & CNY
5 more days to my b'dae (:
tok abt yesterday ;D
Went fer sharen's b'dae celebration at pasir ris.
Some netballers, and Sharen's classmates were there.
Reached there ard 4pm++ 5 liddat ?
Dhn all of us were trying to start th fire, LOL
Took so long siia, dhn th wind nah,
so strong fer whad ._.
Dhn finally hao le (: I was like, standing there fer 3hrs++,
spreading th butter on th food :/
Ard 7pm+ liddat, they say wan play truth or dare,
but i dint play :l Stood there barberqueing th food,
with Dominic, i think ? Hehs, bu hao yi si uhs,
i just got to know him. Lol lol !
Dhn sudd something happened when they playing truth or dare :x
Alamak, im innocent siia x.x But dhn still kena
Hahs, dhn went home ard 8pm++ ?
Dad came to fetch me home, walked out with Fiora & her fren.
I tat time so smelly siia, reek of th smell .. eeee
Reached home abt 9pm liddat bahhs.
And dhn th next day liao, which is today. LOL
Th time pass veh slow while in class today.
Damn boring siia ._. Lucky tmr friday le ;DDD Woots !
Kay luh, will post till here today dhn,
And and and, 3 more days to Valentine's Day & CNY
5 more days to my b'dae (:
do you love me ? , :D
8:52 PM
8:52 PM
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
Hmmms, reached home abt 4pm liddat,
Today, i saw him in sch again.
But, he ignored me ..
Haiis, no hope le luh, already so long le ):
Had srp till 3pm today,
dhn peii Charm go coffeeshop eat.
Dhn walked down to th bus stop tgt.
Charm's bus came, dhn i went home.
And and and, something happened o.o
Was so happy atfirst, but dhn disappointed in th end :/
Aiiyoh, why liddat. Asshole siia ..
But nvrmind nah, i now also dont wish to think abt r/s
Tmr is Sharen's b'dae (: Loveloves ;D
Kayy, have nth to post abt already, LOL
Will post till here dhn
buhbye,
xoxo
Today, i saw him in sch again.
But, he ignored me ..
Haiis, no hope le luh, already so long le ):
Had srp till 3pm today,
dhn peii Charm go coffeeshop eat.
Dhn walked down to th bus stop tgt.
Charm's bus came, dhn i went home.
And and and, something happened o.o
Was so happy atfirst, but dhn disappointed in th end :/
Aiiyoh, why liddat. Asshole siia ..
But nvrmind nah, i now also dont wish to think abt r/s
Tmr is Sharen's b'dae (: Loveloves ;D
Kayy, have nth to post abt already, LOL
Will post till here dhn
buhbye,
xoxo
do you love me ? , :D
5:46 PM
5:46 PM
Monday, February 8, 2010
Woots ! Today th time at sch passes so fast,
like awhile jiu 2pm le (: LOL LOL
Was doing chinese new year decoration during th last lesson.
After sch, went to kovan with Jinyi to collect my contact lens.
Met Lihser and Crisha, dhn had lunch tgt (:
Was busy gossiping abt ppl. LOL <:
So bad, dhn toking abt shuaii ge after tat ._. Hahahs
Reaached home ard 3.30pm liddat ?
Had headache, dhn sleep till 6pm.
Haiis, dont really have th appetite to eat again x.x ..
I wish, tat th time could freeze right now,
dhn i could rewind it to where it should be,
and start all over again.
Dhn i wont have any more regrets le ..
All these just sucks siia, i dont wan ):
It had been afew mths since we broke off le,
but dhn idk why when sudd i saw you today,
th happy moments tat we spent tgt flashed back.
If we had tried to salvage our r/s tat time,
we could have been far way better than now.
But, it's too late le, feelings had fade.
Guess is i think too much le bahhs.
Counting down, 6 more days to CNY and Valentine's Day
8 more days to my b'dae ;DDD !
Will post till here today bahhs,
buhbye,
xoxo
like awhile jiu 2pm le (: LOL LOL
Was doing chinese new year decoration during th last lesson.
After sch, went to kovan with Jinyi to collect my contact lens.
Met Lihser and Crisha, dhn had lunch tgt (:
Was busy gossiping abt ppl. LOL <:
So bad, dhn toking abt shuaii ge after tat ._. Hahahs
Reaached home ard 3.30pm liddat ?
Had headache, dhn sleep till 6pm.
Haiis, dont really have th appetite to eat again x.x ..
I wish, tat th time could freeze right now,
dhn i could rewind it to where it should be,
and start all over again.
Dhn i wont have any more regrets le ..
All these just sucks siia, i dont wan ):
It had been afew mths since we broke off le,
but dhn idk why when sudd i saw you today,
th happy moments tat we spent tgt flashed back.
If we had tried to salvage our r/s tat time,
we could have been far way better than now.
But, it's too late le, feelings had fade.
Guess is i think too much le bahhs.
Counting down, 6 more days to CNY and Valentine's Day
8 more days to my b'dae ;DDD !
Will post till here today bahhs,
buhbye,
xoxo
do you love me ? , :D
7:08 PM
7:08 PM
Sunday, February 7, 2010
We used to be tgt, but now were are drifting far apart ..Why am i doing all these fer ?
So tat we could be like last time, frens forever.
But idk why are you still treating me th same.
I've tried my best, really, my best to go back to th past le ..
I texed you, i called you,
you dint even bother to call me back or whad.
I dont understand why must you do this.
Only after i accidentally sent you th wrong msg,
dhn you immediately called me back,
and saying phone just now got prob,
idk if you are saying th truth anot.
It just pains me, seeing things turning into liddat.
I am doing all these, cause i dont wan to lose a fren.
Get it .. ?
do you love me ? , :D
10:48 AM
10:48 AM
Saturday, February 6, 2010
Yoyo ! LOL LOL ;DDDD
Had a busy day yesterday,
reached home ard 2pm++ after sch ?
Dhn chiong all th way, bath-ed, tie hair, left hse at 3.30pm ?
Fast hoh ? Dhn take bus go down kovan :/
Managed to reach kovan before 4pm (: Bu cuo mahs ;D
Dhn it started to rain, and dhn heavier and heavier :x
Alamak, had to walk a big round to dad's shop.
Help out till 7pm++, dhn left with cousin.
Went to heartland mall order contact lens and shop shop awhile,
aftertat took mrt down to compass,
dhn took bus back to hougang.
Dhn walked home, LOL
Wasting our time mahs :x
Reached home ard 10pm, so tired loh x.x
Slept at abt 12am++ bahhs, i think ?
Yeapp, shld be.
Dhn just woke up abt half an hr ago.
Maybe ltr going out again siia :/ Tired luh
Common, let's countdown (: 8 more days to CNY and Valentine's Day !
And and and, 10 more days to my B'dae ley {: Hahs
And regarding my b'dae countdown on 15feb night,
anyone can ? How how how ? Tell me.
Kayy, will post till here today bahhs,
Buhbye
xoxo
Had a busy day yesterday,
reached home ard 2pm++ after sch ?
Dhn chiong all th way, bath-ed, tie hair, left hse at 3.30pm ?
Fast hoh ? Dhn take bus go down kovan :/
Managed to reach kovan before 4pm (: Bu cuo mahs ;D
Dhn it started to rain, and dhn heavier and heavier :x
Alamak, had to walk a big round to dad's shop.
Help out till 7pm++, dhn left with cousin.
Went to heartland mall order contact lens and shop shop awhile,
aftertat took mrt down to compass,
dhn took bus back to hougang.
Dhn walked home, LOL
Wasting our time mahs :x
Reached home ard 10pm, so tired loh x.x
Slept at abt 12am++ bahhs, i think ?
Yeapp, shld be.
Dhn just woke up abt half an hr ago.
Maybe ltr going out again siia :/ Tired luh
Common, let's countdown (: 8 more days to CNY and Valentine's Day !
And and and, 10 more days to my B'dae ley {: Hahs
And regarding my b'dae countdown on 15feb night,
anyone can ? How how how ? Tell me.
Kayy, will post till here today bahhs,
Buhbye
xoxo
do you love me ? , :D
9:44 AM
9:44 AM
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
Hmmmms, just changed a new blogskin
Looks fresh yeahh (: Lol
Lessons were so boring today :/
And and and, i remembered,
when having science leeson just now,
i was holding on to th pencil,
dhn idk why sudd i poke th pencil hard right into my hand/palm T.T
Freak siia, dhn sudd th pencil dropped to th ground it's own ._.
I had no idea whad th hell i was doing x.x
And th funny thing is, i hurt myself and i was screaming to myself ..
LOL loh ! Dhn tat Jinyi horh, must be thinking i went crazy again,
dont care me one. Unknowingly, i cried :/ It started bleeding ):
Dhn Jinyi looked so shocked when she turned to tok to me.
She was like, nagging & scolding me stupid & childish,
go play with th pencil fer whad and stuffs ..
But dhn ! I dont have loh x.x She worst than my mother siia,
shhhh .. Dont tell her har ;D Hahahs !
Lucky Khalisah had plaster (: Thk you uhs
When Jinyi helping me paste th plaster on,
i was crying and laughing away, look so stupid siia !
Carry on with lessons aftertat. LOL LOL
After sch, went to have lunch tgt with Charm & Eeling (:
Was hoping to see him outside sch, but dhn,
did not ): Sad luh ! .. How i wish one day he could just walked towards me and tok to me :/
Haiis, dhn tat would be my best b'dae gift le loh.
Aiiyah, but it's impossible, we also dk each other well ._.
Hmmmms, hope Dom can come out on 15feb night (:
To have fun with me, my cousin and her frens.
Dhn this will be th most memorable b'dae countdown i ever had {:
Today de time pass so slow, faster faster.
Faster tmr, dhn faster friday, dhn jiu can go out again le :D !
And and and, i wonder will i recieve anything on valentine's day o.o ?
Maybe wait long long jiu will have, LOL LOL
Hahs, 13 more days to my b'dae (:
Kayy, will post till here bahhs,
Buhbye,
xoxo
Looks fresh yeahh (: Lol
Lessons were so boring today :/
And and and, i remembered,
when having science leeson just now,
i was holding on to th pencil,
dhn idk why sudd i poke th pencil hard right into my hand/palm T.T
Freak siia, dhn sudd th pencil dropped to th ground it's own ._.
I had no idea whad th hell i was doing x.x
And th funny thing is, i hurt myself and i was screaming to myself ..
LOL loh ! Dhn tat Jinyi horh, must be thinking i went crazy again,
dont care me one. Unknowingly, i cried :/ It started bleeding ):
Dhn Jinyi looked so shocked when she turned to tok to me.
She was like, nagging & scolding me stupid & childish,
go play with th pencil fer whad and stuffs ..
But dhn ! I dont have loh x.x She worst than my mother siia,
shhhh .. Dont tell her har ;D Hahahs !
Lucky Khalisah had plaster (: Thk you uhs
When Jinyi helping me paste th plaster on,
i was crying and laughing away, look so stupid siia !
Carry on with lessons aftertat. LOL LOL
After sch, went to have lunch tgt with Charm & Eeling (:
Was hoping to see him outside sch, but dhn,
did not ): Sad luh ! .. How i wish one day he could just walked towards me and tok to me :/
Haiis, dhn tat would be my best b'dae gift le loh.
Aiiyah, but it's impossible, we also dk each other well ._.
Hmmmms, hope Dom can come out on 15feb night (:
To have fun with me, my cousin and her frens.
Dhn this will be th most memorable b'dae countdown i ever had {:
Today de time pass so slow, faster faster.
Faster tmr, dhn faster friday, dhn jiu can go out again le :D !
And and and, i wonder will i recieve anything on valentine's day o.o ?
Maybe wait long long jiu will have, LOL LOL
Hahs, 13 more days to my b'dae (:
Kayy, will post till here bahhs,
Buhbye,
xoxo
do you love me ? , :D
5:20 PM
5:20 PM
Monday, February 1, 2010
To : D******
Why ? Why must you turn things into so complicated ?
If tat one little thing hadn't happened, things wouldn't be so diff ..
If i know tat this would be th ending, i would rather not let you know.
You said you wont, you wont feel awkward or ignore me,
but you did tat all in th end eventually ..
Why cant you just tell me straight rather than ignoring me ?
Did you ever tot of how i would feel ? It hurts you know.
Well, i get your meaning, and i did back out right ?
I already tried explaining and tok to you le,
but you still give me this kind of attitude.
Trying to ignore and avoid me everytime, why ?
Dint i make it clear tat we could just pretend nth had happened and stop avoiding me le ?
I know you said im irritating and stuffs liddat to someone,
and, i did not ask them to ask you or whad.
It had already been so many days, yet you still treat me like this.
If you're really doing all these just to make me hate you,
congrats, really, you've done it ! Im starting to dsilike you now.
I've no idea why you're doing these.
You said we can still be like last time derhs,
but you're not doing anything to it.
I've really tried many ways trying to start a conversation with you and stuffs,
but dhn you seems to ignore me every now and dhn.
Whad are you really trying to do dhn ? Tell me
I've been trying my best to salvage our frenship le.
Can you just stop being like this ?
You're making me fustrated and mad at this.
If you still thinks tat i like you, fine !
I'll just stead with anyone who likes me now & perhaps tat'll make you tok to me.
I dont get it, fren. I cant read ur mind, please, tell me whad you wanna do.
You're really a true fren to me, i dont wan to lose you cause of such matters.
You should know tat too ..
I really dk whad to do le ):
Thinking abt how close, good we were in th past, and now like this ..
Just saddens me and makes me feel like crying. T.T
I really hope tat we could be like th past,
a fren tat i'll always placed as my first pirioty and look fer when im in trouble derhs.
I hope by giving both of us sometime alone would be better, afew days maybe ..
你是我的好朋友, 我不想失去你
do you love me ? , :D
6:03 PM
6:03 PM