Saturday, August 27, 2011

Dear varat, ytd was th 2nd month since we broke up. And tmr will be th day when everything will come t an end. Fer all th past two months, i've been trying non stop, every means just t get you back. I did not give up at all, thou i said i gave up alot alot alot of times. Frens told me tht you didnt even put in any effort at all. I will always come up with positive excuses. Sometimes i really wonder if it's even worth anot. Maybe you're just taking me fer granted? It's also a bad thing tht i know you too well, tht's why i always didnt wann t let go. I know, everything wont be th same anymore. When i care bout you, you find me irritating and didnt wann t contact me. But when i didnt contact you, you said i've moved on. Since when did i ever said tht? I thought i told you i will only give up when my feelings fer you had gone? Im not like you, can take it so easy. There's so so so many things i wanted t say, t tell you. But now i see no point, whtever shit i say, you wont fucking give a damn. It's okay. Im tired of everything. So wht if i still hold on, so wht if i tell you i miss you, so wht if i told you i love you? You wont do th same.