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The girl who laughs and talks alot and seems very happy, is also the girl who might cry herself to sleep someday. She has a weird attitude and gets emotional easily. She bottles up her feelings and would think negatively at times. She gets hurt not just once, but more than that, but she managed to go thru th obstacles and became stronger. Because she found an amazing boyf thats willing to love her wholeheartedly. Love her without fear, trust her without doubts. Dont ever judge her because of that. Everyone leads a different live. Put yourself in her shoes and you will understand her someday. Nobody is perfect, she's not perfect either. She believes in miracles. Do you ?
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Monday, August 15, 2011
Dear Varat,
today's th 50th day since we brokeup. Didnt update much th past 1week. Sigh.. I still thought i will be th one fetching you frm airport. But it turns out that, she's th one who went. It hurts. You even spend your whole day with her. If i were th one, i dont think we will spend th whole day tgt. I used t be th one you always wanted t see when you first reached sg, i used t be th one you called frm thailand, i used t be th one you hang out with everyday. But now? She can just easily replaced me.. Is she really just a fren t you? I had no idea.. It really hurts everyday. But on this day, thursday (11/08/11),
Girl : Hello, free?
Guy: Why?
Girl: Need someone t tok t.
Guy: Im outside, call me back ltr?
Girl: With her?
Guy: Call you back ltr.
*Call me ltr? (Guy texted girl)
*Guy called her.
Guy: Yeahh?
Girl: What?
Guy: You need someone t tok to? Im here fer you.
Girl: What? You seems t be happy with your life now, everyday also hang out with her.
Guy: No, who say that. Im not happy at all.
Girl: Dont lie, you everyday also with her. She even went t fetch you that day... I still thought after you came back frm thailand everything will be better, but it turn out worst..
Guy: Who says? We will be better! Then you seems t be happy with your life too?
Girl: If that's wht you think then idk wht t say. I act like i am, but deep inside im not, at all.
Guy: Why did you shout at me in sch today? I saw you happily with your frens, and when i walked over you screamed at me.
Girl: Becox you did it, You managed t make me hate you, give up on you, forget bout you.
Guy: *Silent. So you really hate me now?....
Girl: Yeahh, somehow. Especially that day when she was th one at th airport with you.
Guy: Why? We're just frens.
Girl: Yeahh, i know. I tried t convince myself that you 2 are just frens. Im jealous you know, but thtere's nth i can do. I have no rights anymore... And finally i managed t ignore you today.. Fer th veh first time ever since we brokeup..
Guy: Yeahh. 2 times somemore...
Girl: But do you know? When i was walking away when you called my name, my heart was breaking into pieces inside.. But i have t mean..
Guy: So means that you still love me?!
Girl: Yeahh.. I always do. Just that you dk...
Guy: *Laughs
Girl: You know, i havent seen you fer so long. It seems like i've alr started t forget how you look like.
Guy: I never forget how you look like. Your chubby face....
Girl: Why do you keep coming back t me?! Everytime when i had really really made up my mind not t think bout you anymore. You will always come back t me.. Wht am i supposed t do then?!
Guy: I dont want t lose you..
Girl: Everytime when i said i give up, actually i still cant. Th first thing i do when i wake up, go t your fb profile, *i miss him* Everynight before i sleep, go t your fb profile *i miss him*. But i managed not t view your profile fer 3days alr.
Guy: Why?
Girl: Becox i know your wall is polluted by her name.
Guy: You know? Actually i view your profile everyday..
Girl: *Silent.
Guy: Wht if i tell you that i miss you? Will you believe me?
Girl: Yeahh, maybe? Cox we didnt really see each other and tok that much fer almost 2weeks alr.
Guy: So now im telling you, i miss you. And i love you darling.
Girl: Ohh, really?
Guy: *Laughs.
Girl: So wht am i supposed t do now? Be happy becox you said you love me? Or sad becox i failed t do wht i am supposed t do?..
Guy: I know you cant ignore me.
Girl: SEE! You know my weakness. That's my weakness...
Guy: *Laughs. I didnt know that.
Wht am i supposed t do? You know i will always be there fer you whenever you need me. You know.
do you love me ? , :D
5:35 PM
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