Dear Varat,i miss you alot during th past 40days when we're just frens. Th day when we broke up, everything seems t just end suddenly. Th whole world stop revolving. I didnt know wht t do, all i can do is just cry and cry and cry. I came back t you, and start begging you not t leave... And you told me, "we're over, face th facts. I've alr made up my mind, i wont change my mind again." All i was thinking in my mind was, wht else can i really do t make you come back t me? Idk if it's true that im th one whose lying t myself or is it that you're lying t yourself. During these 40days, many many things happened. Good and bad things happened.. Few days before our supposingly t be 1year2mths, you told our fren that you wanna ask fer patch. But wht happens on that day itself? It's my worst day ever ): Everything ended that day, everything.. When i saw th posts on your fb wall, i knew you had alr made up your mind.. Why? Why cant you just give us one more chance? I tried so many ways t get you back. And i changed becox i learnt so many things after we brokeup. I get t take things easier and be more understanding. I know there's still alittle hope in our r/s. How t hate when there's still love? Really, too many things happened alr. I really dk t start frm where. But i can remember every single details that happened each there. Becox they mean alot t me now. Sometimes i will think of our past memories and wonder when will it happen again? If it does happen again, it will be a much more better one (: I cant deny th fact that everyday you're on my mind, everyday.. There are times that i wanted t let go too, but i cant! And i remember saying t you "I will only give up when my feelings fade fer you.." Till now, my love fer you have never ever change. I just wann you t know, everything i do i give my heart and soul. There are alot alot of things t tell you too, but im just waiting fer th right moment. One more chance? I miss you...
do you love me ? , :D
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