42Days ~Dear Varat,
I've been missing you every single day. But idk how you feel fer me over there.. I sweared i was veh happy when you called me ytd morning, thou it was only fer awhile. But sudd today i saw a post on your fb wall frm sakinah. I didnt know wht t do at that time. I knew th photo was also taken on last wed when you called and asked me out but we didnt meet in th end. It was taken that day i know.. And i know you did call her frm thailand during these few days.. It's pretty obvious actually.. Sigh.. Perhaps you rather call her than tok t me. )': Wht can i do? I also cant possibly call you and ask you why you called her. Becox i know im just a fren t you now. Perhaps she mean more t you now? I was so heartbroken... I really didnt know wht t do. I just hope that you know wht you're actually doing and if it's th right thing t do anot. But whenever i know bout you and other girls, i think of myself too. I do tok with other guys, i do hang out with other guys too. So i tend t understand more now. You get it? All i ever wanted was t get back tgt with you happily, much much much more better than th past. Provided you still love me. Thou i know things cant be th same anymore.. I kept listening t this song "Wo Zhi Dao" by by2. Somehow it seems t tok bout us. I know whtever you're doing now always have a reason behind it, only you yourself know clearly wht you wann. Nobody can tell you. Neither do i.. But i know i've changed alot. Do you even realise it? ): You know, i know.
I love you baby.
do you love me ? , :D
7:37 PM