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The girl who laughs and talks alot and seems very happy, is also the girl who might cry herself to sleep someday. She has a weird attitude and gets emotional easily. She bottles up her feelings and would think negatively at times. She gets hurt not just once, but more than that, but she managed to go thru th obstacles and became stronger. Because she found an amazing boyf thats willing to love her wholeheartedly. Love her without fear, trust her without doubts. Dont ever judge her because of that. Everyone leads a different live. Put yourself in her shoes and you will understand her someday. Nobody is perfect, she's not perfect either. She believes in miracles. Do you ?
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Monday, June 28, 2010
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Yeahh, i need you in mylife, i do (L) You're my everything.
Day by day, im just falling inlove with you more.
Just to tell you, Baby, you're mine. Forever and ever (:
Monday, June 14, 2010
Fren ohh fren :
Goshhhh, i just hate th ways you do things sometimes.
You dk how i feel, though it's alr over.
And cause it's over, i dont wann you or others to get involved in it too.
You said you're doing this cause you wanted to help both of us,
but i really dont like ! You dont have to do this !
I can say that you dont even know th whole story.
You said you wanted me to be happy,
guess she's dhn th one you wann her to be happy now.
I dont get it. Whad 's th point of doing this ?
Ohhh, perhaps you've fallen fer her yeahh ? Possible.
You dont even have to bother, to know. It's none of your business.
And now, this reminds me of how hard i need to get over them in th past.
Isnt it th same as now, fer her ? I dont even recieve that much care and concern frm you.
Why cant just let it be, let time heals everything itself ?
I dont like. You're just making me think th other way.
我真的很不开心
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Monday, June 28, 2010
iloveyou woaini iloveyou woaini iloveyou woaini
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ILOVEYOU WOAINI ILOVEYOU
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Happy 1st Month, 280510 (L)
Saw th 99' iloveyou&woaini(s) above ?
Yepp, they are fer my dearest baby yeahh (:
Amazing mancxz, we had been frens fer more than a year,
and now we were together. Guess that's th so called "fate" ? Hahahs.
Bby, guess im th most happiness girl in th world now ;D ?
Since th day i gave you my heart, i knew you're th one, that we would lastlong.
During th 3wks when you're away, i missed you alot ):
But i believe that abscence makes th heart grow stronger,
and yupp. I love you more than anything now (:
Though we might get unhappy with one another sometimes,
but in th end we still sorted it out and try to understand each other better.
Being with you makes me feel really happy and comfortable (:
Whenever im upset or angry, you would always cheer me up no matter whad.
I just love that feeling, im alr contented with th way you treat me.
Sometime im really touched by some of th smses that you sent me, its so sweet (L)
Deep down in my heart, i really hope that we could lastlonglonglongggggggg {:
Although many unhappy things happened after we're together,
i dont care, i just ignored cause i just wann to be with you.
We'll overcome every obstacles together right ?
And yepp, incase you're wondering, you're everything to me.
Baby, iloveyou always and forever, muacks ;D
do you love me ? , :D
7:00 PM
7:00 PM
Sunday, June 27, 2010
Morning people (:
Hmmms, dint post fer quite afew days le.
Yupp, did went out with Deardear, my cousin and her boyf on friday,
to celebrate our first mth earlier (:
Meet Deardear ard 12pm+ dhn took bus down to vivo.
Went to buy th movie tickets first, watched karate kid again. LOL
Dhn slacked at th skypark, waiting fer cousin they all to arrived.
Movie ended at 630pm, went skypark again.
Cousin and her boyf went to look fer safety pins and plasters :/
Headed to harbourfront fer our dinner. Had kfc ;D
Ate till 7pm+ and backed to vivo, skypark ._.
Woots, i love th weather lots that day, not too sunny, not rainy. Just nice (:
But sadly, there's no stars at all ): Th sky's cloudy mancxz.
Was slacking at there till 10pm, dhn finally decided to go home.
Enjoyed that day outing alot yeahh (L)
Yepp, and ty Deardear fer th couple keychain (: I will cherish it.
And and and, must hao hao keep th strawhearts that i gave you har.
xoxo
When life knocks you down, you can always choose whether to stand up again anot.
Hmmms, dint post fer quite afew days le.
Yupp, did went out with Deardear, my cousin and her boyf on friday,
to celebrate our first mth earlier (:
Meet Deardear ard 12pm+ dhn took bus down to vivo.
Went to buy th movie tickets first, watched karate kid again. LOL
Dhn slacked at th skypark, waiting fer cousin they all to arrived.
Movie ended at 630pm, went skypark again.
Cousin and her boyf went to look fer safety pins and plasters :/
Headed to harbourfront fer our dinner. Had kfc ;D
Ate till 7pm+ and backed to vivo, skypark ._.
Woots, i love th weather lots that day, not too sunny, not rainy. Just nice (:
But sadly, there's no stars at all ): Th sky's cloudy mancxz.
Was slacking at there till 10pm, dhn finally decided to go home.
Enjoyed that day outing alot yeahh (L)
Yepp, and ty Deardear fer th couple keychain (: I will cherish it.
And and and, must hao hao keep th strawhearts that i gave you har.
xoxo
When life knocks you down, you can always choose whether to stand up again anot.
do you love me ? , :D
11:27 AM
11:27 AM
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
Afternoon peeps (:
Woke up by Deardear's call this morning.
Hahs, slept early yesterday night, was so damn tired.
Met Umairah yesterday, she came up to my hse to change,
dhn we headed off to bugis at ard 1pm.
Started raining x.x Spent afew hrs there shopshop.
Deardear called, going down Kovan to meet him.
Took mrt with Umairah, dhn change to purpleline aftertat.
Finally can meet deardear le, after 3wks of solo (:
Reached Kovan at 4.30pm, dhn horh,
have to wait fer th prince till 5.30pm. Wahhh :/
Met deardear, and took mrt again to Vivo.
Was walking here and there, had no idea whad to do. LOL
7pm++ dhn settle down fer dinner,
i say im not hungry, but "someone" kept "forcing" me to eat.
Deardear so bad, "bully" siia :x !
Had our dinner till 8pm+, and back to hougang.
Walked home tgt, and he went mad. Poor me.
Hahahs, so finally homesweethome at 9.10pm (: Lol
Hmmms, had an enjoyable day :D
Now awaiting fer th coming friday yeahh ?
Gonna have lots and lots of fun mancxz :B
xoxo
Woke up by Deardear's call this morning.
Hahs, slept early yesterday night, was so damn tired.
Met Umairah yesterday, she came up to my hse to change,
dhn we headed off to bugis at ard 1pm.
Started raining x.x Spent afew hrs there shopshop.
Deardear called, going down Kovan to meet him.
Took mrt with Umairah, dhn change to purpleline aftertat.
Finally can meet deardear le, after 3wks of solo (:
Reached Kovan at 4.30pm, dhn horh,
have to wait fer th prince till 5.30pm. Wahhh :/
Met deardear, and took mrt again to Vivo.
Was walking here and there, had no idea whad to do. LOL
7pm++ dhn settle down fer dinner,
i say im not hungry, but "someone" kept "forcing" me to eat.
Deardear so bad, "bully" siia :x !
Had our dinner till 8pm+, and back to hougang.
Walked home tgt, and he went mad. Poor me.
Hahahs, so finally homesweethome at 9.10pm (: Lol
Hmmms, had an enjoyable day :D
Now awaiting fer th coming friday yeahh ?
Gonna have lots and lots of fun mancxz :B
xoxo
do you love me ? , :D
12:25 PM
12:25 PM
Friday, June 18, 2010
Yoyoyo ;D ! Back frm class chalet yesterday night.
Hmmmms, here it goes.
16th June :
Meet Cherie, Luqman and Dinie at hougang mall fer lunch.
Dhn took bus 89 to pasir ris meet Hidayu, Kelsey and Sherman.
Waited fer 1hr+ fer th room to be ready dhn checked in ._.
Was raining all along till 4pm+ dhn stopped ?
Slacked in th room that few hrs norhs.
Had pillow fight, LOL. Benji they all gang bang me siia ! So bad.
I was being covered under th blanket and all of them start hitting me hard with th pillows.
Nearly fainted aftertat, head so pain and dizzy :/ Wahhlau
Went out with Ayu to buy some snacks dhn to fetch Shaz here.
And and and ! I hate th guys at th swimming pool, keep laughing at me. Hell luhhh !
Was discussing whr to go next, and no one wanted to leave th room x.x
Ayu's mum bought food here fer our dinner dhn.
Ate, and had my stomach fully filled :> Heehee
Kelsey followed me and Cherie go ask "someone" to help us buy something.
Cant find de lohhhh ! Time still early nahh, went back chalet.
Dhn Cherie keep saying i shld wear whad's Ayu wearing dhn cfm will work one :x
Like "selling" me off liddat manxcz ): LOL
Went ehub , some of them wanted to watch KarateKid, while some wanted bowling ._.
In th end decided on bowling lohh. So many people siia.
Sherman left, Kelsey sent him off.
Aftertat start hunting fer "someone" again.
Cant find de lohhh ! So scared, dhn all leave me alone to ask ):
Ayu came and helped me (: Finally someone helped us le.
Hahs, headed back to room. And that was when i start getting "high"
Big 9 cups @.@ I cant derhs lohh ! Yet Luqman and Dinie made me finished it,
which is 1 and a half big glass bottle. Wth ? I will die one kayyy.
So i drank it and was like ahsiao liddat.
They said i kept shouting and toking loudloud.
And kept saying "I wann go beach ! I wann go beachhh !!!" LOL ;DDD
Cant even sit properly mancxz, and had to crawl to th toilet. Wahh, xia suay.
They were all playing poker cards, playing bluff.
And they counted me in, and when it was my turn,
i eventually had 8 and 9 in my hand, and i was like "8 and 9"
i was suppose to lie yet i just said th truth. LOL ! So paiisehh siia.
They were laughing like hell. I've made a fool of myself mancxz !
They wanted go buy food aftertat, and i was being brought along.
Was walking like no bone liddat, nearly fell and banged into someone,
lucky have Cherie and Ayu holding on to me (: Thnks yeahh.
And mac was filled with people, all watchcing world cup.
Sianx, headed back to chalet dhn. My whole body was burning :x
Woots, finally can sleep liao ;D ! Was sleeping beside Cherie.
And th rest "joined" in ltr. 4 person sharing 2 singlesize bed,
and 3 person sharing 1 blanket ._. See, we so pathetic. Lol
Luqman and Ayu kept pulling th blanket away manczx. Ji bomm luhhh !!
Slept at 2am++ and woke up at 3.3oam, lmaos -.-
17th June :
Went back sleep till 4am++ liddat wake up dhn go bathe.
Wth ! Th water so damn cold. They siao uhs ? How bathe liddat ? Sue themmm !
And Luqman they all was laughing at me, cause i slow reaction.
On th watertap and it was cold right ? After afew mins dhn shout cold. LOL !
Went i came out, everyone was asleep -.- Leave me alone lohh. Good. Tsktsk
Woke Ayu up at 6am, she was shouting cold cold while bathing too, HAHS.
Went out to th pool there sit sit, was somehow seeing sunrise bahhs ?
So beautiful siia, th sky ^^ Sat till 7am dhn back to room.
And, back to sleep again. Lol lol ! Slept till 8am+ dhn heard someone banging th door.
Was Sherman, and cause of his door banging, he woke all of us up :/
Hungry and start hunting fer food. Nth to eat derhs x.x Sad
And horh, i went back to sleep again. Laughs ;D !
Not really close my eyes and go lala land that kind of sleep nahhs,
just rest rest liddat only XD And fer your info, im NOT a PIG. Horh deardear (: ?
Everyone was slacking in th room, nth to do. Was discussing whr to go again.
Some wann go Wildwildwet while some dont wann, like me who wann go beach.
So we went our seperated ways. Me, Sherman and Benji went beach,
and th rest to Wildwildwet. And i spent half an hour looking fer them ._.
Under th so hot sun. Sunburn le lohh, Jidannnnn !
Went mac eat, dhn to ehub watch movie, The A-Team.
Wahhh, i first time watch movie until wann sleep :x Too tired le bahhs. Hehs
Show ended at 6.30pm, back to chalet find th rest.
Kelsey they all went out fer dinner, left Ayu and Shaz.
Accompannied Shaz go mac buy takeaways fer herself and Ayu.
Dad called, fetching me at 9pm (: Yayyy. Going home le. So tired mancxz.
Dad fetched Shaz home too, and finally HomeSweetHome (L) Th best yeahh ;D
Photos will be uploaded by Ayu and th rest i think ?
Yepp, that's all. Byebye,
xoxo
Hmmmms, here it goes.
16th June :
Meet Cherie, Luqman and Dinie at hougang mall fer lunch.
Dhn took bus 89 to pasir ris meet Hidayu, Kelsey and Sherman.
Waited fer 1hr+ fer th room to be ready dhn checked in ._.
Was raining all along till 4pm+ dhn stopped ?
Slacked in th room that few hrs norhs.
Had pillow fight, LOL. Benji they all gang bang me siia ! So bad.
I was being covered under th blanket and all of them start hitting me hard with th pillows.
Nearly fainted aftertat, head so pain and dizzy :/ Wahhlau
Went out with Ayu to buy some snacks dhn to fetch Shaz here.
And and and ! I hate th guys at th swimming pool, keep laughing at me. Hell luhhh !
Was discussing whr to go next, and no one wanted to leave th room x.x
Ayu's mum bought food here fer our dinner dhn.
Ate, and had my stomach fully filled :> Heehee
Kelsey followed me and Cherie go ask "someone" to help us buy something.
Cant find de lohhhh ! Time still early nahh, went back chalet.
Dhn Cherie keep saying i shld wear whad's Ayu wearing dhn cfm will work one :x
Like "selling" me off liddat manxcz ): LOL
Went ehub , some of them wanted to watch KarateKid, while some wanted bowling ._.
In th end decided on bowling lohh. So many people siia.
Sherman left, Kelsey sent him off.
Aftertat start hunting fer "someone" again.
Cant find de lohhh ! So scared, dhn all leave me alone to ask ):
Ayu came and helped me (: Finally someone helped us le.
Hahs, headed back to room. And that was when i start getting "high"
Big 9 cups @.@ I cant derhs lohh ! Yet Luqman and Dinie made me finished it,
which is 1 and a half big glass bottle. Wth ? I will die one kayyy.
So i drank it and was like ahsiao liddat.
They said i kept shouting and toking loudloud.
And kept saying "I wann go beach ! I wann go beachhh !!!" LOL ;DDD
Cant even sit properly mancxz, and had to crawl to th toilet. Wahh, xia suay.
They were all playing poker cards, playing bluff.
And they counted me in, and when it was my turn,
i eventually had 8 and 9 in my hand, and i was like "8 and 9"
i was suppose to lie yet i just said th truth. LOL ! So paiisehh siia.
They were laughing like hell. I've made a fool of myself mancxz !
They wanted go buy food aftertat, and i was being brought along.
Was walking like no bone liddat, nearly fell and banged into someone,
lucky have Cherie and Ayu holding on to me (: Thnks yeahh.
And mac was filled with people, all watchcing world cup.
Sianx, headed back to chalet dhn. My whole body was burning :x
Woots, finally can sleep liao ;D ! Was sleeping beside Cherie.
And th rest "joined" in ltr. 4 person sharing 2 singlesize bed,
and 3 person sharing 1 blanket ._. See, we so pathetic. Lol
Luqman and Ayu kept pulling th blanket away manczx. Ji bomm luhhh !!
Slept at 2am++ and woke up at 3.3oam, lmaos -.-
17th June :
Went back sleep till 4am++ liddat wake up dhn go bathe.
Wth ! Th water so damn cold. They siao uhs ? How bathe liddat ? Sue themmm !
And Luqman they all was laughing at me, cause i slow reaction.
On th watertap and it was cold right ? After afew mins dhn shout cold. LOL !
Went i came out, everyone was asleep -.- Leave me alone lohh. Good. Tsktsk
Woke Ayu up at 6am, she was shouting cold cold while bathing too, HAHS.
Went out to th pool there sit sit, was somehow seeing sunrise bahhs ?
So beautiful siia, th sky ^^ Sat till 7am dhn back to room.
And, back to sleep again. Lol lol ! Slept till 8am+ dhn heard someone banging th door.
Was Sherman, and cause of his door banging, he woke all of us up :/
Hungry and start hunting fer food. Nth to eat derhs x.x Sad
And horh, i went back to sleep again. Laughs ;D !
Not really close my eyes and go lala land that kind of sleep nahhs,
just rest rest liddat only XD And fer your info, im NOT a PIG. Horh deardear (: ?
Everyone was slacking in th room, nth to do. Was discussing whr to go again.
Some wann go Wildwildwet while some dont wann, like me who wann go beach.
So we went our seperated ways. Me, Sherman and Benji went beach,
and th rest to Wildwildwet. And i spent half an hour looking fer them ._.
Under th so hot sun. Sunburn le lohh, Jidannnnn !
Went mac eat, dhn to ehub watch movie, The A-Team.
Wahhh, i first time watch movie until wann sleep :x Too tired le bahhs. Hehs
Show ended at 6.30pm, back to chalet find th rest.
Kelsey they all went out fer dinner, left Ayu and Shaz.
Accompannied Shaz go mac buy takeaways fer herself and Ayu.
Dad called, fetching me at 9pm (: Yayyy. Going home le. So tired mancxz.
Dad fetched Shaz home too, and finally HomeSweetHome (L) Th best yeahh ;D
Photos will be uploaded by Ayu and th rest i think ?
Yepp, that's all. Byebye,
xoxo
do you love me ? , :D
11:46 AM
11:46 AM
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
Yeahh, i need you in mylife, i do (L) You're my everything.
Day by day, im just falling inlove with you more.
Just to tell you, Baby, you're mine. Forever and ever (:
do you love me ? , :D
11:28 AM
11:28 AM
Yoyoyo, whad a cold morning yeahh.
Hmmms, will be going fer class chalet tmr le !
Yayy, im gonna have fun fun fun mancxz ;D
Will be staying overnight till thursday maybe ?
If not tired and still can tahan dhn friday. Lol
Dhn friday baby back le ehhh (L) ! Omg, wo hen xiang ta siia (:
Hehs, will be meeting Shazlyn they all at 12pm tmr to buy th food and stuffs.
Dhn head fer lunch and chalet @PasirRis together.
Woots, heard frm classmates saying that many people will come (:
That's good, th more th merrier mahhs ! LOL ^^
I wanna do something, but i guess my frens wont allow bahhs ?
If they found out, i might get hacked too :x
Haiiyah, better not dhn (: Be a good girl better yeahh XD
And, this time im NOT going to be th "BUTTER-GIRL" anymore.
I wann to xiang shou and eat my chicken wings and hotdogs !
Heehee, perhaps im going to finish all of them :o Lol
Aiiyohh ! Why cant deardear return earlier har ?
Dhn jiu can ask him come find me in th night during class chalet liao loh x.x
Jidan nahhhhhhh >: ! Dhn i have to alone star gaze again liao. Tsktsk
Dinie said he wanted to have something "fun&spooky" that night o.o
Dhn i suggest we each rent bike overnight in case something happened, LOL !
Guess it'll be fun during those few days (:
But, my closest frens not coming mancxz ): wth T.T
Ltr i kena ps by them :/ Nehmind, still have Hidayu and Shazlyn they all mahhs ^^
So yarhh, contact me via phone yeahh ?
Byebye,
xoxo
Counting down to 18th (:
3 more days mancxz ! Yayyy
Omg, so damn fast leyy ;D
Hmmms, will be going fer class chalet tmr le !
Yayy, im gonna have fun fun fun mancxz ;D
Will be staying overnight till thursday maybe ?
If not tired and still can tahan dhn friday. Lol
Dhn friday baby back le ehhh (L) ! Omg, wo hen xiang ta siia (:
Hehs, will be meeting Shazlyn they all at 12pm tmr to buy th food and stuffs.
Dhn head fer lunch and chalet @PasirRis together.
Woots, heard frm classmates saying that many people will come (:
That's good, th more th merrier mahhs ! LOL ^^
I wanna do something, but i guess my frens wont allow bahhs ?
If they found out, i might get hacked too :x
Haiiyah, better not dhn (: Be a good girl better yeahh XD
And, this time im NOT going to be th "BUTTER-GIRL" anymore.
I wann to xiang shou and eat my chicken wings and hotdogs !
Heehee, perhaps im going to finish all of them :o Lol
Aiiyohh ! Why cant deardear return earlier har ?
Dhn jiu can ask him come find me in th night during class chalet liao loh x.x
Jidan nahhhhhhh >: ! Dhn i have to alone star gaze again liao. Tsktsk
Dinie said he wanted to have something "fun&spooky" that night o.o
Dhn i suggest we each rent bike overnight in case something happened, LOL !
Guess it'll be fun during those few days (:
But, my closest frens not coming mancxz ): wth T.T
Ltr i kena ps by them :/ Nehmind, still have Hidayu and Shazlyn they all mahhs ^^
So yarhh, contact me via phone yeahh ?
Byebye,
xoxo
Counting down to 18th (:
3 more days mancxz ! Yayyy
Omg, so damn fast leyy ;D
do you love me ? , :D
10:54 AM
10:54 AM
Monday, June 14, 2010
Fren ohh fren :
Goshhhh, i just hate th ways you do things sometimes.
You dk how i feel, though it's alr over.
And cause it's over, i dont wann you or others to get involved in it too.
You said you're doing this cause you wanted to help both of us,
but i really dont like ! You dont have to do this !
I can say that you dont even know th whole story.
You said you wanted me to be happy,
guess she's dhn th one you wann her to be happy now.
I dont get it. Whad 's th point of doing this ?
Ohhh, perhaps you've fallen fer her yeahh ? Possible.
You dont even have to bother, to know. It's none of your business.
And now, this reminds me of how hard i need to get over them in th past.
Isnt it th same as now, fer her ? I dont even recieve that much care and concern frm you.
Why cant just let it be, let time heals everything itself ?
I dont like. You're just making me think th other way.
我真的很不开心
当泪划过脸颊，一切都不在重要。
do you love me ? , :D
10:20 AM
10:20 AM
Saturday, June 12, 2010
Ooooh, above are th photos taken with Umairah.
Went out to meet her yesterday,
and found out that she rebonded her hair too o.o
Chio le uhs, Umairah ^^ HAHS
Hmmms, she brought her laptop along,
took many many photos with it.
But only uploaded afew here, th rest in facebook.
After meeting her, went mall shop shop,
dhn headed back home rest.
Went out at 7pm to meet cousin at hougang mall.
Wauted fer abt half an hour dhn she arrived ._.
Bus to hougang point, bought th decorations at skp shop.
Dhn went walk walk awhile.
Homed at 10pm (: Guaii horh ? LOL
Hmmms, dhn today woke up at abt 1030am ?
Bathe, prepared dhn go dad's shop.
Meet dad's fren dhn do out th decorations.
Look so cool manxcz ;D !
We had many many balloons,
wahhhsehh, pump until my hand red red ):
Lucky dad and cousin help too.
Shop closed at 6pm+
tmr gotta wake up early to prepare.
Tmr's th launching of th icecream le :B
Woots, everyone's gonna look funny in th paryt hats siia !
Hohohoho ! Gonna look like smurfs maybe.
While in th night going to watch KarateKid,
after all th hardwork, that's a reward ? Hahs
So fast leyyy, Deardear's coming back le lo (: Finally manxcz
Baby, Wo shi ai si de lohh ;DDD
xoxo
do you love me ? , :D
7:05 PM
7:05 PM
Thursday, June 10, 2010
Hmmms, Chatted with baby till 1am++ yesterday.
And woke up "damn early" this morning,
had to help out at dad's shop,
alarm rang at 8.30am :/ so tired.
Bathe, prepare, ate breakfast and leave le.
Hmmms, reached there at 10am,
was kinds boring there,
not much things to do. Nearly fell asleep ._.
Was busy discussing with dad's fren on how to promote/advertise fer our new product.
She "passed" th project to me, LOL .
As in th posters and how im going to promote, pamplets etc.
Sounds cool manxz, hehs ^^
Have to complete these by Saturday,
as Sunday is th actual day fer launching th product.
Hmmms, alr have some ideas in mind le.
Just gotta try it out (: Hahahs, wonder how it works.
Finally, th clock strikes 7pm, can go home le ! Lol lol
It's a boring day at work lohh x.x
Wont be going out tmr bahhs,
maybe in late evening, meeting cousin to buy th materials needed fer Sunday.
Perhaps meeting Umairah too ;D Long time no see yeahh.
Cant wait fer class chalet ! Im gonna have fun ;D
Kayy, will post till here today.
Byebye,
xoxo
Sometimes all a person need is a hand to hold on,
and a heart to understand ♥
do you love me ? , :D
8:49 PM
8:49 PM
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
Hmmms, back frm chalet on tuesday le.
But lazy to post, hahahs.
Let's post about that few days there bahhs (:
6th June :
Reached chalet at ard 3pm liddat,
rest rest awhile dhn unpacked our stuffs.
Aftertat went to rent bike with cousins.
Rode to one end of EastCoast beach, so cool mancxz !
But nearly fainted :x So tired lohh.
After th ride, went back chalet slack.
Had dinner, bathe dhn went out hunting fer food with cousin.
Dhn headed to th beach, sat at th sand.
OMG, so many stars siia ! Tried counting them, but too many le.
Have roughly have 70 or more bahhs,
yeahh, i know you guys wont believe it,
but it's truth ! It's my first time seeing so many many stars too.
Wahhh, i love th feeling during that moment lohh.
How i wish Baby was there with me, right beside me manxz :/
Nevermind luhh, there will be a chance fer sure derhs.
And and and ! I really did saw his face when im gazing at th stars (:
Start walking back to chalet at abt 10pm+,
played with cousin's laptop, watched tv, eat eat eat.
Guess im growing fat le siia :x
Lastly, fell asleep abt 1am++
7th June :
Was awaken by my 2 little siblings in th morning ~ So early, 6am ++ ._.
Hungry, start searching fer food again. LOL
After filling my stomach, fell asleep again.
Im sure i will grow fat at this rate. Die die die x.x
Everyone was out of th room, left me and cousin sleeping.
So cool ! Slept till 10am++ dhn wakeup again.
Went to rent bike again,
this time rode all th way to th other end.
Which is somewhr ard Bedok jetty (:
Lucky th weather not bad, quiet cooling.
Was out cycling fer more than 2hrs,
Omg, so tired aftertat.
Went back to chalet, started raining.
Mummy bought subway, after eating, bathe.
Went sleeping again :/ Wth ! Im like a pig siia,
eat le sleep, sleep le eat. Like whad my ahhmei said abt me ):
Was in chalet rm fer th next few hrs.
Dhn at ard 7pm+, went out walk walk with cousin.
Went go find th other cousins,
was playing pool. While me and cousin went playing in th arcade.
LOL ! Th game machines so lousy siia, waste our moneh only -.-
Sat at th same spot on th sand at th beach again.
That time th sky was orange-red,
guess it was abt to rain le bahhs.
But still manage to find 3stars yeahh ;D
Wanted to go mac eat derhs,
but cousin's bro not going with us. Dint go in th end.
Walked to th nearby minimart buy things eat.
Headed back to chalet dhn, started eating this and that again :x
Used laptop, was waiting fer deardear to online,
but never leyyy ): Sad sad sad.
Cousin was tired, so slept earlier that night.
But im not feeling tired at all, was tossing here and there.
Cant get to sleep, dhn start thinking of many many things again.
Hmmms, finally asleep after 1am
8th June :
Have to checkout before 1130am.
Woke up at 8am++, was raining ):
ate breakfast dhn went back to sleep again till 10am.
Hahs, mum was rushing me to help pack th stuffs.
Dad came and fetch us back home dhn.
That's how th last day ended.
Wahhh, finally homesweethome le (:
Home's th best yeahh ^^ ?
Anyway, i love th aircon there, so cool lohhh ;D !
---------------------------------------------------------
Yayy, 9 more days and he'll be back (: !
Time seems to past so fast horh ?
Still remember that day when he left,
im still missing him badly and wondering how am i going to live.
But now, he's coming back soon le manxz !
Hahahs, will post till here today dhn.
Byebye,
xoxo
But lazy to post, hahahs.
Let's post about that few days there bahhs (:
6th June :
Reached chalet at ard 3pm liddat,
rest rest awhile dhn unpacked our stuffs.
Aftertat went to rent bike with cousins.
Rode to one end of EastCoast beach, so cool mancxz !
But nearly fainted :x So tired lohh.
After th ride, went back chalet slack.
Had dinner, bathe dhn went out hunting fer food with cousin.
Dhn headed to th beach, sat at th sand.
OMG, so many stars siia ! Tried counting them, but too many le.
Have roughly have 70 or more bahhs,
yeahh, i know you guys wont believe it,
but it's truth ! It's my first time seeing so many many stars too.
Wahhh, i love th feeling during that moment lohh.
How i wish Baby was there with me, right beside me manxz :/
Nevermind luhh, there will be a chance fer sure derhs.
And and and ! I really did saw his face when im gazing at th stars (:
Start walking back to chalet at abt 10pm+,
played with cousin's laptop, watched tv, eat eat eat.
Guess im growing fat le siia :x
Lastly, fell asleep abt 1am++
7th June :
Was awaken by my 2 little siblings in th morning ~ So early, 6am ++ ._.
Hungry, start searching fer food again. LOL
After filling my stomach, fell asleep again.
Im sure i will grow fat at this rate. Die die die x.x
Everyone was out of th room, left me and cousin sleeping.
So cool ! Slept till 10am++ dhn wakeup again.
Went to rent bike again,
this time rode all th way to th other end.
Which is somewhr ard Bedok jetty (:
Lucky th weather not bad, quiet cooling.
Was out cycling fer more than 2hrs,
Omg, so tired aftertat.
Went back to chalet, started raining.
Mummy bought subway, after eating, bathe.
Went sleeping again :/ Wth ! Im like a pig siia,
eat le sleep, sleep le eat. Like whad my ahhmei said abt me ):
Was in chalet rm fer th next few hrs.
Dhn at ard 7pm+, went out walk walk with cousin.
Went go find th other cousins,
was playing pool. While me and cousin went playing in th arcade.
LOL ! Th game machines so lousy siia, waste our moneh only -.-
Sat at th same spot on th sand at th beach again.
That time th sky was orange-red,
guess it was abt to rain le bahhs.
But still manage to find 3stars yeahh ;D
Wanted to go mac eat derhs,
but cousin's bro not going with us. Dint go in th end.
Walked to th nearby minimart buy things eat.
Headed back to chalet dhn, started eating this and that again :x
Used laptop, was waiting fer deardear to online,
but never leyyy ): Sad sad sad.
Cousin was tired, so slept earlier that night.
But im not feeling tired at all, was tossing here and there.
Cant get to sleep, dhn start thinking of many many things again.
Hmmms, finally asleep after 1am
8th June :
Have to checkout before 1130am.
Woke up at 8am++, was raining ):
ate breakfast dhn went back to sleep again till 10am.
Hahs, mum was rushing me to help pack th stuffs.
Dad came and fetch us back home dhn.
That's how th last day ended.
Wahhh, finally homesweethome le (:
Home's th best yeahh ^^ ?
Anyway, i love th aircon there, so cool lohhh ;D !
---------------------------------------------------------
Yayy, 9 more days and he'll be back (: !
Time seems to past so fast horh ?
Still remember that day when he left,
im still missing him badly and wondering how am i going to live.
But now, he's coming back soon le manxz !
Hahahs, will post till here today dhn.
Byebye,
xoxo
do you love me ? , :D
11:52 PM
11:52 PM
Saturday, June 5, 2010
Finally, i cleared it. But i guess that still not th end.
Haiis, atleast there's some peace now :/
Guess i shld try to stay happy everyday till deardear's back ?
Hmmms, abt 2more wks and he'll be back ! Hahs, missdieyou le luhh x.x
Wont be blogging frm tmr onwards, away fer chalet till tuesday.
Had alr planned quite alot of things to do over there le.
I wanna ride bike all night with cousins and their frens !
I wanna stars gaze, i wanna look fer deardear's "shuaii shuaii" de face ;D !
Hmmms, hope th weather during those few days would be good.
Cousin might be bringing her laptop along,
will try to online to chat with deardear yeahh (:
Will be going over to dad's shop in th evening, dhn out with cousin aftertat.
Byebye,
xoxo
Haiis, atleast there's some peace now :/
Guess i shld try to stay happy everyday till deardear's back ?
Hmmms, abt 2more wks and he'll be back ! Hahs, missdieyou le luhh x.x
Wont be blogging frm tmr onwards, away fer chalet till tuesday.
Had alr planned quite alot of things to do over there le.
I wanna ride bike all night with cousins and their frens !
I wanna stars gaze, i wanna look fer deardear's "shuaii shuaii" de face ;D !
Hmmms, hope th weather during those few days would be good.
Cousin might be bringing her laptop along,
will try to online to chat with deardear yeahh (:
Will be going over to dad's shop in th evening, dhn out with cousin aftertat.
Byebye,
xoxo
do you love me ? , :D
11:14 AM
11:14 AM
Friday, June 4, 2010
People (K&PSB), please please please.
Get th facts right first before saying im one, define bitch !
At th start, was Varat Xueying's boyf ?
Was i a third party when i hated such girls to th core,
why in th hell would i be a third party man ? LOL
Did i even snatch Varat away frm Xueying ?
And say i step big ? Wth ? I did not, did not even used any vulgarities at all.
Ask you state down ur big name, dont dare. Whad a loser !
Like whad buddiix (Lynne) says,
"Just treat them as a retarded childish asshole."
As long i myself know that's not truth can alr.
Heyy you know ? Only assholic losers do these kind of childish games,
have th guts to scold people bitch, slut, ugly ; dhn dont dare say who they are.
OMGOMGOMG, it's so hilarious yeahhh. Hahs
No choice, nowadays PasserBys are getting more and more,
just creating uneccesary attention. Pathetic siia !
I love who i wann to be with, i have my rights to be with who i wann.
And my boyf doesn't need ur opinion nor comment.
So whad if im ugly ? So whad if my boyf's cock-eye ? Does that matters ?
It's our problem, it's our life man ! Get lost and get a life.
Alright, carry on saying im a bitch and stuffs,
i dont give it a damn, so long i know im not, it's okay.
Let's see whose th real bitch in th end. Good game people. Wonderful
do you love me ? , :D
11:02 AM
11:02 AM
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
Awww, cant sleep yesterday :x only fell asleep after 2am.
Many many things ran thru my mind,
i seems to found out things that i shldn't know.
Haiis, hope that it wont affect our r/s. Love is like a gamble yeahh ?
I hate that word, seriously. And i do mind even though it's th past ..
Anyway, im alr prepared fer this outcoming le.
Now i just have to stay strong and improve our r/s,
we've alr been frens fer more than a year le,
we shld be able to get along well bahhs. I guess (: ?
Erase those unhappy thoughts frm my mind !
Deardear, i remembered this msg frm you ;
"I wann to see you smile forever, even if you are facing a bad thing ?
Smile can make everything better. Trust me"
Hahs, im smiling right now (:
Bythway, i saw 13 stars yesterday night. Whad abt you ? ..
And yepp, you asked me that day why dint i strikeout th GOOD boyf i mentioned,
now im striking it out le. Prove to me that you're my good boyf :B
WoLoveNi (:
Many many things ran thru my mind,
i seems to found out things that i shldn't know.
Haiis, hope that it wont affect our r/s. Love is like a gamble yeahh ?
I hate that word, seriously. And i do mind even though it's th past ..
Anyway, im alr prepared fer this outcoming le.
Now i just have to stay strong and improve our r/s,
we've alr been frens fer more than a year le,
we shld be able to get along well bahhs. I guess (: ?
Erase those unhappy thoughts frm my mind !
Deardear, i remembered this msg frm you ;
"I wann to see you smile forever, even if you are facing a bad thing ?
Smile can make everything better. Trust me"
Hahs, im smiling right now (:
Bythway, i saw 13 stars yesterday night. Whad abt you ? ..
And yepp, you asked me that day why dint i strikeout th GOOD boyf i mentioned,
now im striking it out le. Prove to me that you're my good boyf :B
WoLoveNi (:
And and and, deardear remember this ? > ZAO ZHI DAI ;D ! Hahahs
do you love me ? , :D
11:05 AM
11:05 AM
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
Haiis, just came back frm th airport half an hour ago.
Sent deardear off, kind of she bu de ): 3wks.
But lucky we have our own things to do to keep ourselves occupied.
Many things happened after 280510, but we wont give up.
After all these, come happiness, right (: ?
3wks, and now is only th first day, but im missing him le.
No matter whad happened, even if i need him alot,
i still have to be strong till he returns.
Deardear, i gave you my word,
i promise i will hang on till you're back (:
We will have fun after th 3wks yeahhh.
If you happen to read my blog,
remember to search fer stars in th sky tonight (:
Abscence makes th heart grow fonder,
Sent deardear off, kind of she bu de ): 3wks.
But lucky we have our own things to do to keep ourselves occupied.
Many things happened after 280510, but we wont give up.
After all these, come happiness, right (: ?
3wks, and now is only th first day, but im missing him le.
No matter whad happened, even if i need him alot,
i still have to be strong till he returns.
Deardear, i gave you my word,
i promise i will hang on till you're back (:
We will have fun after th 3wks yeahhh.
If you happen to read my blog,
remember to search fer stars in th sky tonight (:
Abscence makes th heart grow fonder,
do you love me ? , :D
5:32 PM
5:32 PM