Enxian
♥ Varat
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The girl who laughs and talks alot and seems very happy, is also the girl who might cry herself to sleep someday. She has a weird attitude and gets emotional easily. She bottles up her feelings and would think negatively at times. She gets hurt not just once, but more than that, but she managed to go thru th obstacles and became stronger. Because she found an amazing boyf thats willing to love her wholeheartedly. Love her without fear, trust her without doubts. Dont ever judge her because of that. Everyone leads a different live. Put yourself in her shoes and you will understand her someday. Nobody is perfect, she's not perfect either. She believes in miracles. Do you ?
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Yesterday went out with cousin,
was back home abt 9pm+ liddat.
Hmmms, dont think will be going out today bahhs.
Veh bored aye :x
Someone tok to me pleaseeeeeee !
xoxo,
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Friday, April 30, 2010
It seems like, everyday have "bodyguard" peii me home.
LOL, sch ended at 12.15pm.
Walked to 401 eat with charm,
heard a familiar voice,
turned ard, ohh, it's zhiwei, LOL !
dhn cherie & sherman came too.
Ate hao le, dhn went to cherie's hse void deck slack.
Left at 3pm liddat, charm wanna go home.
Took 113, dhn 325 home,
something happened on th way home x.x
Dominic called, awhile dhn reached home le.
Now at home, so bored :/
post till here bahhs,
buhbye,
xoxo
If someone you love hurts you deeply,
cry a river, build a bridge,
and dhn get over it
LOL, sch ended at 12.15pm.
Walked to 401 eat with charm,
heard a familiar voice,
turned ard, ohh, it's zhiwei, LOL !
dhn cherie & sherman came too.
Ate hao le, dhn went to cherie's hse void deck slack.
Left at 3pm liddat, charm wanna go home.
Took 113, dhn 325 home,
something happened on th way home x.x
Dominic called, awhile dhn reached home le.
Now at home, so bored :/
post till here bahhs,
buhbye,
xoxo
If someone you love hurts you deeply,
cry a river, build a bridge,
and dhn get over it
do you love me ? , :D
4:00 PM
4:00 PM
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Yoyoyo . Back frm hougang mall abt an hr ago ?
Hmmms, nth much happened in sch today bahhs,
but i finally get to scold someone ;DDDDD
Stayed abck to complete my maths,
dhn met Bobby, going hougang mall with him.
While walking out of sch with Jinyi & Jialin,
something funny happened.
Me and Jinyi keep saying "ShhXueYuan" LOLOL !
Jialin buay tahan us siia, hahahs ;D
Dhn walked to hougang mall with Bobby,
get my stuffs dhn walked back home.
Lucky haven rain yet,
now going out soon again le :/ Sianx
Haiis, alot of unhappy things happened these few days x.x
Anyone can lend me a shoulder to lean onn ): ?
xoxo,
Hmmms, nth much happened in sch today bahhs,
but i finally get to scold someone ;DDDDD
Stayed abck to complete my maths,
dhn met Bobby, going hougang mall with him.
While walking out of sch with Jinyi & Jialin,
something funny happened.
Me and Jinyi keep saying "ShhXueYuan" LOLOL !
Jialin buay tahan us siia, hahahs ;D
Dhn walked to hougang mall with Bobby,
get my stuffs dhn walked back home.
Lucky haven rain yet,
now going out soon again le :/ Sianx
Haiis, alot of unhappy things happened these few days x.x
Anyone can lend me a shoulder to lean onn ): ?
xoxo,
do you love me ? , :D
4:21 PM
4:21 PM
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Haiiis, not in a good mood today ):
Someone cheer me up cannn ... ?
Anyone cann peii me walk home tmr :/ ?
I wann someone to tok to.
I sucks, he sucks, she sucks, they sucks, Life totally sucks !
Im feeling so confused now :x
): )': ): )': ): )': ): )': ): )': ): )': ): )': ): )': ):
do you love me ? , :D
5:40 PM
5:40 PM
Sunday, April 25, 2010
Yesterday went out with cousin,
was back home abt 9pm+ liddat.
Hmmms, dont think will be going out today bahhs.
Veh bored aye :x
Someone tok to me pleaseeeeeee !
xoxo,
do you love me ? , :D
10:27 AM
10:27 AM
Friday, April 23, 2010
Heyheyyy ! Im back frm camp (:
Did anyone miss me o.o ? LOL
Hmmms, i did somehow enjoy th camp bahhs.
FirstDay :
Dint really do much things
Rock-Climbing, i did it ;D
After coming down, whole body no strength siia.
General Stations, it was fun
Night Activity, awww .. Michelle x.x.
Slept abt 12am liddat,
SecondDay :
Abseiling, it was so damn damn fun !
While climbing up th stairs im already scared,
when up there, and loooking down,
it seems like im commiting suicide, LOL.
Zip-Line, dint get to do it ):
Kayaking, so challenging aye ;DD
Crc, dint do anything of it, was scared.
Night, campfire ! Oooooh
ThirdDay :
Do cleaning duty, pick up rubbish frm crc area only ;D
Dhn home sweet home (: !
Alot of funny things happened during th 3days there.
Th guys' huts ard ours were so noisy and bad siia,
bully loh. Hmmmms, can say i enjoy kayaking th most bahhs.
Now back home, muscle aching all over ):
Kayy, will post till here bahhs
buhbye,
xoxo
Did anyone miss me o.o ? LOL
Hmmms, i did somehow enjoy th camp bahhs.
FirstDay :
Dint really do much things
Rock-Climbing, i did it ;D
After coming down, whole body no strength siia.
General Stations, it was fun
Night Activity, awww .. Michelle x.x.
Slept abt 12am liddat,
SecondDay :
Abseiling, it was so damn damn fun !
While climbing up th stairs im already scared,
when up there, and loooking down,
it seems like im commiting suicide, LOL.
Zip-Line, dint get to do it ):
Kayaking, so challenging aye ;DD
Crc, dint do anything of it, was scared.
Night, campfire ! Oooooh
ThirdDay :
Do cleaning duty, pick up rubbish frm crc area only ;D
Dhn home sweet home (: !
Alot of funny things happened during th 3days there.
Th guys' huts ard ours were so noisy and bad siia,
bully loh. Hmmmms, can say i enjoy kayaking th most bahhs.
Now back home, muscle aching all over ):
Kayy, will post till here bahhs
buhbye,
xoxo
do you love me ? , :D
1:51 PM
1:51 PM
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
Reached home abt 4pm liddat today ?
After getting off th bus, and while on th way back,
something happened :/ awww ...
Homed, bathe, packed my stuffs dhn went to cousin's hse.
Was currently posting at home now,
and im kinda bored,
someone tok to me, pleaseeeeeeeeee x.x
Will be away fer camp frm tmr onwards to friday,
my phone, my phone, my phone ):
Yeahh, dont contact me during these 3days.
Haiis, why ? No matter how much, how hard i tried to explain it to you,
you will nvr wann to hear me out,
and make me sound like a bitch, cheap person ..
Im not, im really not ..
After getting off th bus, and while on th way back,
something happened :/ awww ...
Homed, bathe, packed my stuffs dhn went to cousin's hse.
Was currently posting at home now,
and im kinda bored,
someone tok to me, pleaseeeeeeeeee x.x
Will be away fer camp frm tmr onwards to friday,
my phone, my phone, my phone ):
Yeahh, dont contact me during these 3days.
Haiis, why ? No matter how much, how hard i tried to explain it to you,
you will nvr wann to hear me out,
and make me sound like a bitch, cheap person ..
Im not, im really not ..
do you love me ? , :D
8:34 PM
8:34 PM
Sunday, April 18, 2010
Urmmm, just wanna tell 2guys something,
Loving someone, is to give her/him th best,
Loving someone, is to give her/him happiness,
Loving someone, is to see her/him smile every moment,
Seeing her/him happy, and tat'll be happiness to you
And "iloveyou" will be kept in ur heart till happiness knock on you someday, somewhere
so i think posting my thoughs here is better ..
To ; ******* & ******
Errr, idk why i just dont have tat kind of feelings fer you,
im really sorry if i've hurt you in anyway.
Sorry fer all th harsh words towards you ..
But it's just impossible btw us, i hope you understand ..
Perhaps we shldn't have made frens in th veh first,
or rather it's my fault, cause i gave you th wrong meaning.
i know how you feel, i understand ..
But, we can still remain as frens yeahh ?
I dont wann to lose a fren just liddat.
Forget abt me, go and get someone better bahhs (:
Im not worth ur wait, sorry fer everything ..
Loving someone, is to give her/him th best,
Loving someone, is to give her/him happiness,
Loving someone, is to see her/him smile every moment,
Seeing her/him happy, and tat'll be happiness to you
And "iloveyou" will be kept in ur heart till happiness knock on you someday, somewhere
do you love me ? , :D
4:31 PM
4:31 PM
Hmmms, yesterday went out with cousin, her fren and Varat.
Actually wanna go zoo, LOL but dhn vhe rush so dint go.
Dhn wanna go east coast beach play play,
but dhn dk how to go and it's also raining.
Dhn in th end went to amk hub, decided to watch movie.
Was back home ard 9.3opm ? Stayed over at cousin's hse.
Dhn woke up at 8am this morning, had to bring sis go kovan tuition ._.
Kinda tired now, but cant sleep x.x and idk why
Aiiyoh, it seems like i everyday also not happy :/ This sucks kayyyyy ...
People people, dont get my hopes up dhn disappoint me in th end can anot ?!
Just admit it mannnnn, and tell me urself ): !
If you miss me, tell me
If you love me, show it
- Cause actions always speak louder than words, xoxo
Actually wanna go zoo, LOL but dhn vhe rush so dint go.
Dhn wanna go east coast beach play play,
but dhn dk how to go and it's also raining.
Dhn in th end went to amk hub, decided to watch movie.
Was back home ard 9.3opm ? Stayed over at cousin's hse.
Dhn woke up at 8am this morning, had to bring sis go kovan tuition ._.
Kinda tired now, but cant sleep x.x and idk why
Aiiyoh, it seems like i everyday also not happy :/ This sucks kayyyyy ...
People people, dont get my hopes up dhn disappoint me in th end can anot ?!
Just admit it mannnnn, and tell me urself ): !
If you miss me, tell me
If you love me, show it
- Cause actions always speak louder than words, xoxo
do you love me ? , :D
3:21 PM
3:21 PM
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
Full of regrets , Full of hatred .....
Im feeling kinda sad now, but idk why ):
I seriously need a shoulder to lean on ..
Sudd it seems like, i've been abandon by th whole world,
no one will ever understand how i feel ..
I did nth wrong, but i get misunderstood easily.
This world is just so unfair, with cheap people all over ..
Im really not tat kind of girl tat they mentioned.
Why would i do tat ?
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Why does my heart hurt so much when i saw you ?
Perhaps i shld just hate you, forget abt you.
I tried, and i know i have to.
Now dhn i realised, tat i mean nth to you.
Lost in Love
Im feeling kinda sad now, but idk why ):
I seriously need a shoulder to lean on ..
Sudd it seems like, i've been abandon by th whole world,
no one will ever understand how i feel ..
I did nth wrong, but i get misunderstood easily.
This world is just so unfair, with cheap people all over ..
Im really not tat kind of girl tat they mentioned.
Why would i do tat ?
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Why does my heart hurt so much when i saw you ?
Perhaps i shld just hate you, forget abt you.
I tried, and i know i have to.
Now dhn i realised, tat i mean nth to you.
Lost in Love
do you love me ? , :D
10:10 AM
10:10 AM
Im at home, dint go sch today.
Was sickkkk, had high fever this morning when woke up,
alamak, my throat veh pain T.T
Why now at this kind of time sick ?
19 April, i gonna have SerangoonStar audition siia,
if still sore throat, how to sing well .. ?
Aiiyoyoh .. Only 6days frm now aye.
Hope will get well faster x.x
Today also have Napfa test leyyyy, miss alreday le luh.
Was sickkkk, had high fever this morning when woke up,
alamak, my throat veh pain T.T
Why now at this kind of time sick ?
19 April, i gonna have SerangoonStar audition siia,
if still sore throat, how to sing well .. ?
Aiiyoyoh .. Only 6days frm now aye.
Hope will get well faster x.x
Today also have Napfa test leyyyy, miss alreday le luh.
do you love me ? , :D
9:09 AM
9:09 AM
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Haiis, enxian is sick x.x
Morning woke up, cant even say a word at first,
sore throat ): actually dont wann go sch derhs, but dhn have maths trail & stuffs.
Had to go, was coughing here and there all day,
ate 2 panadols in sch today too cause of headache ):
Dhn now back home le, had flu le luh ! Dhn slight fever too, aiiyoyoh ..
Feeling so bu shu fu right now siia T.T !
Why sick :/
Kayy luh, nth much to post abt today,
will end here dhn,
buhbyes,
xoxo
Morning woke up, cant even say a word at first,
sore throat ): actually dont wann go sch derhs, but dhn have maths trail & stuffs.
Had to go, was coughing here and there all day,
ate 2 panadols in sch today too cause of headache ):
Dhn now back home le, had flu le luh ! Dhn slight fever too, aiiyoyoh ..
Feeling so bu shu fu right now siia T.T !
Why sick :/
Kayy luh, nth much to post abt today,
will end here dhn,
buhbyes,
xoxo
do you love me ? , :D
8:53 PM
8:53 PM
Saturday, April 10, 2010
Hmmms, reached home yesterday abt 10pm++ liddat.
After yesterday speechday, went home, bathe
dhn accompannied Felicia go hougang mall buy bag.
Dhn wait fer Varat to come, till 3pm :/
Dhn me & Varat accompannied Jinyi go bus stop take bus.
Aftertat walked back to mall, went to foodcourt to look fer Fiora & co.
Went to compass to meet her frens, was at there till 4pm+ 5pm liddat x.x
So longgggggggg ! And im so tireddddddd, and bored ._.
Left fer Whitesands, reached there ard 5pm++ ?
Aiiyoh, actually wanted to sleep, but dhn Varat still managed to drag me out of th rm T.T
Fiora they all wanted to play pool, dhn me, Varat & Junjie, i think ?
Went to the "beach" to see th "bitch" LOL
Was sitting at th big big rock, emoing ;D till th sky turned dark
And horh, i nearly fell down :x Lucky Varat grabbed me,
if not i wont be here now, LOL LOL !
Walked back to th bbq pit, was lying down on th big patch of grass infront,
alamak, so itchy aftertat x.x went to th playground slack slack.
Lie down on th ground again, dhn i said i saw one star only,
but Junjie & Varat insist on saying tat they saw two stars ._.
But i really just saw one star only mahh .. Dhn they say i blind ):
And yarhh, when lying down with Varat looking at th sky,
Varat says "th love is hidden behind th clouds, so you cant find love now,
but after th clouds are gone, means th love is ard you le"
hmmms, make sense horh ? Not bad not bad ^^
Dint eat much fer dinner, think only ate a satay, and two hotdogs, and threecups of drinks.
Went back to playground again, was feeling abit down tat time.
Slack until 9pm liddat, dhn Junjie accompannied me back to chalet to get my stuffs,
Varat came too, took our stuffs dhn leave le.
Bobby went back with us too, Junjie walked us out to th bus stop dhn he went back.
Took 403, dhn 89, something funny happened on th bus,
wahhh, laugh until my stomach veh pain.
Bobby so funny loh, hahahs ;D dk he is really dk or act blur,
alighted at my hse there, Varat send me home, dhn Bobby & him took bus home tgt.
Reached home, dhn bathe, wait fer hair dry dhn sleep.
Was so damn tired, cause of th speechday duty nahh ..
So far, can say i did enjoy th chalet bahhs, made new frens too (:
I'll throw away th past, and remember yesterday's fun,
tat's whad Varat told me to do.
Enxian uh enxian, dont ever let ppl to call you a ***** mannnnnnn,
know whad you're doing kayyyy !
do you love me ? , :D
10:14 AM
10:14 AM
Thursday, April 8, 2010
Hmmms, tmr is speech day, gotta reach sch by 7.15am :/
Have duty to do, dk whad time will end aye.
Going out with varat aftertat, dhn to Fiora's chalet at pasir ris.
Hope will have fun bahhs, dhn can brightened up my mood :x
Dk why these few days feeling veh veh tired .
And, veh emotional nowadays too x.x
Haiis, is liddat de luh. These kind of feelings sucks man.
I need a listening ear now mannnnnnnnnnnnnnn !
Enxian is saddddddddd ):
do you love me ? , :D
6:01 PM
6:01 PM
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
Haiis, not gonna post abt whad happened today nor yesterday.
Feeling veh down down downnnnnnnnnn these few days,
everytime i took up th courage to do something real challenging,
i always ended up falling deeper and deeper ..
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Her heart, always ended up in pieces derhs ):
Why .. ? Guys, if you dont even have th intention of being with her,
please dont say you have feelings fer her at th veh start,
dont treat her too good too,
cause she might just fall fer you easily ..
You know, she's veh emotional, please dont hurt her.
She cant take it, cause she's a girl too.
Though her frens says tat she's strong, she's tough,
but she have her weaknesses too ..
She too, needed care and concern. She needs to be protected too.
All she need is a guy, who is thoughful and shows her care and love,
is enough. Is tat just so diff .. ?
And guys, if you wanna brk ur frenship with a girl,
please dont say tat "i wanna concentrate on my studies"
It's just so damn fake fake fake ! You'll just make them hate you, more.
And now tat her heart is broken, she needs help,
but no one know how to fix it back fer her either.
And her heart had died, without anyone knowing.
Time can heal th scars, but can it really heal her heart ?
Unspoken feelings, emotions can kill someone ..
do you love me ? , :D
8:25 PM
8:25 PM
Friday, April 2, 2010
Hmmmms, today went out with cousin ard 12pm++
to bugis dhn to 313 @ somerset meet her stead,
Varat came to meet me too.
Accompanied him to eat first while waiting fer cousin's stead.
Was at there, walking here and there x.x so bored
Aftertat went to th other shopping mall with varat.
Dhn went to meet cousin they all at cathay.
Left ard 6pm++, took mrt to hougang, dhn homed.
Currently posting at cousin's hse,
will be staying over at her hse tonight (:
Tmr will be a better day (:
Enxian, move onnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn !
to bugis dhn to 313 @ somerset meet her stead,
Varat came to meet me too.
Accompanied him to eat first while waiting fer cousin's stead.
Was at there, walking here and there x.x so bored
Aftertat went to th other shopping mall with varat.
Dhn went to meet cousin they all at cathay.
Left ard 6pm++, took mrt to hougang, dhn homed.
Currently posting at cousin's hse,
will be staying over at her hse tonight (:
Tmr will be a better day (:
Enxian, move onnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn !
do you love me ? , :D
10:14 PM
10:14 PM