The girl who laughs and talks alot and seems very happy, is also the girl who might cry herself to sleep someday.
She has a weird attitude and gets emotional easily. She bottles up her feelings and would think negatively at times.
She gets hurt not just once, but more than that, but she managed to go thru th obstacles and became stronger.
Because she found an amazing boyf thats willing to love her wholeheartedly. Love her without fear, trust her without doubts.
Dont ever judge her because of that. Everyone leads a different live.
Put yourself in her shoes and you will understand her someday.
Nobody is perfect, she's not perfect either.
She believes in miracles. Do you ?
Sick ): feeling veh unwell :x *Phone spoiled, cant reply sms, only can call out & call in. Anything please dont text me, i cant reply you. Call me.
Gonna have a review on this year, ohhh, this year is my worst year ever .. I came to this sch with my previous previous ex, melvintan. We had this planned, i tot everything wld go smoothly. But, things just goes wrong .. Many other ppl came btw us, unfortunatetly, we broke up in th end. This happen in April My life was indeed better without him, but thn, many other Bad things happened to me .. "Ppl" insulted me, gossiped abt me, & someone even wrote my number on th floor -'- Dont let me see you again, i know who you are. Was sexual harrassed by older boys too, tat really sucks .. ): At tat point of moment, mylife was totally in a mess, many thoughts came in, & i even had th idea of committing suicide :x I know tat's veh stupid of me if i really just end mylife liddat. Thks to my frens, i overcome it & was able to see th brighter side of mylife (: I took afew mths to get over whad happened, thn yaowei came into mylife, i told him abt my past & hoped tat he will understand. I trusted & love him so much, but who knows, our ending was not whad i expected .. It's okay, if this is whad he wanns. If there's a chance fer us to salvage this r/s, we will be better. During this 3mths, there are many happy memories. You'll always be apart of my sweet memories bahhs (: I dont dare to believe in love again, guys, dont brk my heart anymore. Im not a toy fer you to play with, i have my emotions too.
I just hope next year will be a better year, everything will go smoothly bahhs. I dont wan history to repeat itself again & forever. I'll take this year as an experience in life thn. All i wann is a Guy to Prove to Me tat They're Not All Th Same .